"Guys, im home!" I screamed through my new house,with my luggage inside. I closed the door, and not s second later I saw my aunt apear out of the kitchen.
She had a dirty apron tried around her waist, she looked tired. I could tell by the way her face looked, normally she was a really happy person, and had so much life in her, but she just looked so drained.
"Have you started dinner yet?" I asked her while I started walking up the stairs. It was about 6:30 now and I knew her kids would be getting hunger by now.
"No, not yet sweetly, but ill start on it soon" she sighed before entering the kitchen.
"No thats not what I ment, I can go pick up some dinner for you guys so you dont have to make anything."
I said poking my head out of my bedroom door.I'd already put my my bags down, and grabbed another backpack and slung it over my sholders before walking down the stairs.
"Sweetie, you dont have to do that." I heard her voise come from the kitchen.
I walked in the kitchen and ut was an absolute mess. She was cleaning dished when I walked in, and her hands were shaky, as she wiped a sponge across one.
"You let me do that" I said as I pushed her away from the sink, I layed my backpack on the floor before, and pulled my hair is a high messy ponytail.
"No no, its my house I need to do this." She said trying to move me out of the way.
"And youll letting me live here. So ket me go get dinner or let me do that dishes.
She sighed again and she let a smile spred a gross her face.
"Okay, but at least let me give you some money" she said digging into her pocket.
"No I got it" I said picking up my backpack and running up the stairs to get my penny board.
"Do yoh want to take my car?" She asked from the bottom of the stairs.
"No, I'm good" I yelled from my room, and I swear I heard her sigh at my stubbornness, and a smile appeared on my face.
Lisa has three kids, Ben is 15, Cassy is 13, and Andrew is 10. So I have to buy food for for people. Good.
I pulled my backpack up iver my shoulder again before walking to Ben's door.
"Wataburger sound good for dinner?" I asked threw his door. I knew I only had to ask Ben what he wanted because he was the pickiest, and I knew for a fact the Andrew and Cassy loved wataburger, so I only accually had to ask ben.
"Yeah, it does" i heard his voise that was sloghtly muffled threw the door.
I ran back down the stairs, with my penny board in hand once again, my headphone where plugged in my ears as I ran to the kitchen to see my aunt at the sink again.
"You sure you dont want to use my car?" She questioned with a raised eyebrow.
"Nah, im good I need my exercise anyways" I said kissing her on her cheeks before walking back to the door I walked in only a few minutes before.
"Be safe!" She yelled as i started closing the door.
"I always am!" I yelled back before starting the long journey to wataburger.
As much as I wouldve loved to drive, that wouldve been quicker then riding there, and I really needs to think.
As much as I loved kissing Gabe, I still regretted it alot.
I was being selfish and jealous for no reason.
I shouldn't have done that at all, and I should've just walked out the door like I was supposed to, and when I kiss gabe im pretty sure i just ruined anything i had with him.
But I couldn't have a relationship right now anyway, I have tk much tk deal with, plau I havent filled a video in a long time so I have to do that soon, ill proably just do a q&a but I still had to help my aunt, because she was constantly on business trips and when she got home the house was always a mess.
And I had to be there to help her.
But even though I cant have a relationship with Gabe, I still couldnt hide the fact that I felt somthing for Gabe, that I could never forget.
The weird thing was is that when I kissed him, I couldnt help but think of how right it felt. And how for that split second out lips molded together perfectly.
But thst could never happen, besides before you can ket somkne love you, you have to love yourself , and I havent exactly mastered that yet.
Before I knew it I arrived at Wataburger.
I sighed before walking inside.
I'd only ever been inside here once but I still vaguely remember it.
I went and order 3 meals and a vegetarian one for Lisa, because I knew she didnt eat meat much. I ordered everything to go and paid the man at the counter.
I went and sat down at a booth before looking back at my phone. Even though I still had my headphones in j still heard the voise I knew I could never forget.
Gabe.
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Sorry for the short chapter guys, hut I thought somthing short was better then nothing honestly, but I promise to update again very soon.-with lots of love and Luke hemmings hugs- Sierra
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