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𓊈𒆜 𝕵𝖚𝖓𝖌 𝖂𝖔𝖔𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖌 𒆜𓊉

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𓊈𒆜 𝕵𝖚𝖓𝖌 𝖂𝖔𝖔𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖌 𒆜𓊉

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The next two days found me confined within the four walls of my room, a self-imposed exile. Each corner seemed to echo with the internal battle that raged within me—a tempest of anger, fear, and a gnawing sense of injustice. The urge to track down Aeron and end this once and for all was a constant hum in the back of my mind, tempting me with the simplicity of vengeance.

I paced the length of the room relentlessly, like a caged animal. Each step was a fight to keep the beast of my anger leashed. The world outside the mansion felt both distant and dangerously tempting. I knew that stepping outside might mean stepping onto a path from which I could not return.

Every now and then, I would stop by the window, my gaze drawn to the world beyond the glass. The normalcy of life outside was a stark contrast to the turmoil inside me. People went about their daily routines, oblivious to the dark undercurrents that threatened to pull me under.

The room felt increasingly stifling, filled with the weight of my thoughts and the relentless energy that came with my new vampire instincts. I would sit on the edge of the bed, my head in my hands, trying to breathe through the desire for action, for blood. It was during one of these moments that I realized just how much of a double-edged sword this new life was. Power and peril were two sides of the same coin.

"Control," I muttered to myself, a mantra against the chaos. "Focus."

I spent hours trying to meditate, to find a center of calm within the storm. It was a practice San had suggested once, his voice always calm and reassuring. Now, his words were a distant echo in my mind, a reminder of the path I was trying to tread.

At times, I felt I was making progress. My breathing would even out, and the room would grow quiet enough that I could hear the faint ticking of the old clock on the wall. But then, a shadow would pass by the window, or a distant sound would echo up from the streets, and my senses would spike, the calm shattered by a rush of adrenaline and a resurgence of the urge to act.

Food, or rather blood, was brought to my door by the quieter, more unobtrusive members of the household. I could sense their hesitation, their swift retreat after a brief knock. I hated that my presence caused fear, even if unspoken. It was a stark reminder of what I could become if I lost control.

On the evening of the second day, as the sun dipped below the horizon and painted the sky in shades of fire and night, I stood at the window and watched. There was beauty there, in the quiet transition from day to night, a daily reminder of cycles and renewals. Could I renew myself? Could I find a new path through the darkness that didn't lead to destruction?

The room grew darker, the shadows lengthening. I turned from the window, my decision settling into my bones with the cooling air. I couldn't stay locked away. I had to face the world, confront my fears and my foes—not with blind rage, but with a clear mind and a controlled strength. San was right; this wasn't just about vengeance. It was about protecting the life I was still learning to understand and appreciate, the life he was helping me to build.

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