after that night, I forgot how to even love anyone anymore . I just felt emptiness left in me.
"hm.." I say curiously, putting my hair in a top bun getting ready to sleep. i quickly get in bed, wishing I'll find someone who'll be truly there for me .
i start weeping and somehow a blade comes near me. "im so sorry" as i countinue h4rm1ng myself. "IM SO SORRY.." cuts.. cuts and CUTS. until i hear someone entering my room. I immediately threw the blade on the floor, pretending to look for a shoe.
"kayleigh? you need help??" she looks at me and then looks at my arms.. "n-nah, I'm good thanks though." "kayleigh.. your arms." she says. I try to hide it with some tissue but it just bled into it. "kayleigh don't tell me you've been cutting yourself.. oh you poor girl."
i hated seeing my mom cry.. for something stupid she didn't even do. "no mom you got it wrong! i don't do that.. i just fell." i said trying not to tear up."i know the difference between falling and harming yourself and that's definitely not the first option.. please don't let that man bring you down..! cutting yourself over a man? does that not sound ridiculous to you? your worth more than that stupid unbothered man." she says while looking at me & giving me a hug. "thank you mom but I'm okay, seriously though.." i said, excepting she would leave it alone. in regards she did but then it was the next day.
JAYVON's POV
"nah youn understand that girl was the girl of my love bro.." i say smoking a blunt till i get a text frm that marielle btch. "tuhh ts the bitch she think i cheated her on w" i stare at jace watching him laugh. "what?" "that bitch look crippled, and I can't lie kayleigh was baddd." he moans "nigga what- man watch out for "df you mean watch out ian scared of nobody??" "yeah right.."
AS THE DAY PASSES i get an unexpected call frm kayleigh. "niya can u pick the phone for me?" i said. "mhm" i see sum dimples and directly knew who TS was "well..?" "jayvon i miss u.. i miss your presence." i smirked afterwards trying to keep my head up "mmcht" i smack my teeth "ik ya lil sexy ass do"
i notice her smiling with her hands covering ha face "take ya hand off lemme see how pretty my girl isss" "I- Jayvonn!" "oiii" "promise you won't cheat on me again??" she says. "hell na, especially if you looking that good?? i must be the luckiest nigga lowk."
"i really hope i don't fuck up ts relationship bro, i fucking love that girl." I say as im dreaming about her. all of a sudden i wake up to her kissing on my face. "yooo.." i say as im helplessly tired. "you sound so cute when u sleep talk." she puts her lips closer to my neck and starts kissing on it. "mmh br-ugfh" i continuously moan trying to calm myself from getting a bon3r "ma- fuhmm i needa" she looks up at me as im struggling and presses her self on my body. until.. "shi dayum two dreams in one?? well that was hot asl.." I laughed.