Bad Girl ;

.01

"Jocelyn! Jocelyn!" A brunette approached me with a smile plastered across her face, she had a bubbly personality and looked adorable wearing my kitty ear merch. "Can I have a picture please? You're like my absolute favorite – OMG!" I couldn't help but smile and nod at her request. 

"Let's pose babe!" I popped my hip to the side, crossing my arms across your chest, giving the camera my best b-boy stance.

I was currently at DigiFest Chicago and had finished my appearance on stage. I never quite got used to the attention but loved seeing my girls wearing my signature look – kitten ears and walking around with their confidence streaming through the roof.

I had ten minutes before I had a pop up meet and greet to get to and all I wanted was a plate full of fruit. The heat was killing me and I needed something to help contain my thirst and hunger for the time being before we went out to dinner that night.

"Mamacita – wow, look at you!" Andrea laughed as I whistled at her, she was just exiting her trailer while I was making my way to the buffet booth.

"Mamacita!" I heard a familiar yet unfamiliar voice call out at me.

I quickly turned my head and laughed at the familiar face, "Skathan! Mamacita is solely reserved for my girl Andrea." I gave him a sly smirk.

"Don't appreciate you taking my lingo, Jocelyn. I'm pretty sure those are my pet names." He joked at me while picking a grape from one of the bowls, "You were fire up there! Pretty cool how you spread all that positivity and body positive vibes. We need more of that out here, ya'know." He winked at me before turning around and jogging slowly to Sammy who was calling him over.

"Thanks," I mumbled and watched him jog away. I simply smirked and shook my head while placing random fruits onto my plastic plate.

Nate had something about him that I just couldn't get enough of. He just knew how to switch on the bad boy look and he knew exactly when to trade that in for the whole goofy hot guy. I swallowed and tried to clear my head of the overflowing thoughts of Nate. The heat was definitely doing something to me.

later

"We're still down for dinner right?" Lindsay glanced over at me as we both walked over to the main stage. It was the last perform of the night which included Sammy, Skate and the Jacks.

"Of course babe! Andrea is still down or is she going to ditch us again for her bae," I  laughed and mocked Andrea.

"That bitch better not!" Lindsay chuckled and followed me to the side entrance.

Everyone apart of the lineup was standing on the side of the stage watching the guys perform. They were amazing. They knew how to captivate the audience and keep the night lit.

"Give it for my man Skate!" Sammy screamed into the microphone and I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. He did his typical grind dance move and I felt my body tense up.

What in the fucking hell was happening to me right now?

"He is so fine," I sighed and bit my lip. Lindsay turned around and snorted laughter into my ear.

"Get it baby!" She snapped her fingers in the air and snapchatted the guys on stage.

"I'm too much of a good girl for him. Have you seen him?" I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair.

"Joce," Lindsay paused and gave me the look, "Who say's you can't be a good girl who's only bad for him?" She winked.

I stood there listening to the girls go crazy as the Jacks ran across the stage and I felt myself have an out of body experience. I was physically there but my mind was racing on what Lindsay had said. Maybe it was true, I could be bad for him. I chewed at my bottom lip and shook my head, "Who am I kidding?" I turned around and headed towards the trailers, ready to head back to the hotel.

later that night

I had just dried off from my shower and was about to begin to get ready to go out for dinner with my girls when I felt my phone vibrate against the counter and I saw three text messages from Andrea:

"mi mamacita 😻 👯 ": bb don't hate me but can some more friends come with us?

"mi mamacita 😻 👯 ": sammy and nate are coming with us, is that okay??

"mi mamacita 😻 👯 ": btw ily mamacita pls don't hate me  

I instantly froze when I read his name and laughed at the turn of events. I replied quickly to her several messages; "why r you asking if you already told them yes 😂 🙈 it's okay! i'll see you guys downstairs in 30 then".

After quickly changing and setting my make up and doing my hair I entered the elevator and made my way downstairs to meet up with the rest of the gang.

Everyone was already downstairs waiting for me. "Made y'all wait, oops." I laughed and flipped my hair to the side.

"Did one of you guys get the Uber or do you want me to do that?" I looked up and noticed Nathan staring at me. It was as if he was staring into outer space but I enjoyed the attention. "You straight?" I snapped my fingers at him and he laughed before apologizing.

"My bad, my bad–" he got caught off as Sammy chimed in.

"He gets distracted by the baddies," he chuckled and nudged Nate on the side. Nathan wasn't as amused and his cheeks flared up in a light shade of pink.

"I have that effect", I rubbed his arm playfully before following Andrea who mentioned the Uber was already outside.

"Nate and Jocelyn all the way in the back and me, Andrea and Sammy in the middle. Get your asses in the car," Lindsey impatiently slapped my ass as I made my way inside.

I shifted in my seat, fixing my skirt, making sure nothing was too exposed. I felt Nate's eyes on me and I watched him from the corner of my eyes.

"You smell really good," I smiled at him as Sammy protested with the driver to put on some decent music.

"Thanks lil mama, you looking extra good for me tonight!" He rubbed his scruff along his jaw and turned his head to the side, looking out the window as if he knew something I didn't.

I fiddled with my phone as I tried to piece what he meant "for him" but internally all I wanted to do was rip Lindsey a new one for most likely telling him about earlier.