Agatha's pov:
It's been over an hour now, Rio is still away, the sun is slowly vanishing behind the mountains near by.
I sit right on the porch where a hour ago she kissed me and I felt her body pressed against mine.
When I close my eyes, I can still feel her lips on my skin, her soft lips.
I dream every night of her, and when I wake up shes with me, watching me sleep, watching over me.There is nothing more calming than seeing the stars showing up in the sky, how every star has its place, every night they show up and stay at their own reserved place.
My place is next to Rio, nothing could change that, we are like the stars that are lucky enough to live next to each other in the sky.
I'm so happy that I found my star in this cruel world.Sometimes I notice how Rio is lost in her thoughts, I know what she thinks about, I feel her fear, because I have it too, she knows that I can't be with her for eternity, and that scares her.
She will exist forever but I won't.
I don't want to leave her, but I can't change the fact that I will die someday.
Every time I see how her face changes, from smiling to being anxious, I don't want her to be sad, I always try to distract her and show her that I'm still here and we have time together.I'm afraid to leave her behind, I want to stay by her side forever, travel the world together, see how her eyes light up every morning when I wake up and smile at her.
I shouldn't think about it but I miss her so much right now, I know she will be back soon but since I knew her we were always together and whenever we aren't it just feels like my other half is away.
The moon showed up, now everyone is right where they should be.
The stars and the moon together like it's supposed to be.
It's so beautiful.
A tear escaped my eye, my skin burns right where it runs down.
I want to share this moment with my love.
I closed my eyes to remember how her smile looks like, how her beautiful brown eyes shimmer in the sun.
Nothing could describe the feelings I have for this woman, no words in this world could.I opened my eyes and the image I had of her is right in front of me, smiling full of love.
"I missed you baby", I smiled relieved.
She moved her hand on my cheek and stroke my face slightly with her thumb.
"I'm her now darling", her eyes fixated on me like I'n the only person on this world.
She always looks at me this way, like nothings matters except me, like nothing in the world could destroy the way she looks at me."Did you cry sweetheart? Did something happen? Did someone hurt you?!", she hectic looks around us, her face changed from smiling to looking angry.
"i swear to satan if someone hurt you?!-"
"Baby everything is okay no one hurt me", I placed my hands on her cheeks and hold her head to force her to look at me.
She always gets very protective about me, she would do anything for me.
"I just missed you, no one did something to me okay?", I said trying to calm her down.She looked relieved and stepped forward to hug me.
She wrapped her arms around me, my face on her chest— I feel nowhere more safe than in her arms.
I pulled her closer to feel her heartbeat beating against my face.Every time I hear her heart I know even though shes Death, thats shes still alive.
I get comfort in knowing that her heart beats, I know it's dumb, she can't die, but something inside me still thinks she could leave me any minute.
I wouldn't make it if she left me.
Nothing is as easy as when we're together, the sun is shining brighter, the flowers smelling better, the air is lighter, I feel lighter.
I can't live without her, I can't go back to where I was before her.
I just can't.But I know I just overthink everything, she won't leave me, I know how much she loves me.
How much we love each other.
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You can't imagine how lonely I feel every time I write about them.
Where is my Rio?
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kiss of death ~ Agathario (wlw)
Fanfiction"I'd let the world burn" "Let the world burn for you" kind of love story. (about Agatha's and Rio's backstory from Agatha all along) - (I'm not a native english speaker so just that you know if the spelling isn't perfect-and its my first ff)