Happiness doesnt last forever

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Chapter 4 

Happiness doesn't last forever

It's a been a month since I've joined this school, Sam, Ted and Claire are like my close friends now, they don't know about me and my pathetic little life but they know things what they should be knowing about me, I'd like to keep it that way. 

For about a week or so, I've been coming to school walking with Ted,I don't know why but my heart beats fast when he's around. And I don't think I "want" to know. 

But today Claire tags along too. It's the three of us walking together  

When we reached school, Alex and sienna were were standing there, giving me wierd looks, I just ignored 

They stopped us, Ted just rolled his eyes. 

Before I knew it, within a split of seconds, Alex grabbed and held Claire down and sienna pushing me down and pulling my hair tightly

For the first time in my life, I was scared, scared of what's going to happen next, I knew it will be bad but...feels different

Alex and sienna laughing whereas Claire and I were struggling to get up

Sienna took out a scissor out of no where and cut my hair. She cut my hair. She just did. My mind stopped.

Alex's mouth dropped  

"Dude you promised to threaten not cut it! God damn it!" Alex yells  

"I just can't stand this whore" sienna says

I started crying...I've been strong for way too long, I give up, I'm just gonna cry.

"Oh shit!" And they both ran away

Claire grabbed me trying to comfort me but I just pushed her and ran away, as fast as I could

Why god, why me, why can't I be happy for once, I loved my hair, I haven't cut it for 9 years, it's long, I thought it made me took attractive but now it's just...ugh

I was in my apartment, staring at the mirror. It was ugly, my hair was ugly. I am ugly. My hair isn't till my bum, it's above my shoulder now.

The only thing I loved about me just...left...

I just sighed.

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Claire's point of view (pov)

I felt bad, so bad for Jenny, I couldn't help her. I ran as fast as I could to reach my class, I finally did, panting, out of breath but I still had the energy to grab Ted by his collar and punch on his face. I don't care if it hurts him but I'd keep punching him if I could 

"What the fuck is wrong with you Claire!" Ted yells  

"Why'd you leave me and Jenny "  

"You guys are old enough to come here by yourselves"  

"Do you have any fucking idea what sienna did to Jenny?" I said pointing at her 

"Hey guys chill what's up" Sam says butting in. 

"Why don't you ask you're girlfriend there" I said, about to break down  

"She's not my girlfriend..."  

"Oh I'm sorry, ask you're future wife!" 

"We broke up! What is your problem! What'd she do" 

"We didn't do anything, we were here the whole time. Gosh she's crazy" sienna says  

"Yea they were..." Sam says  

"Ted!!" I yell 

....he ignored  

Unbelievable, just unbelievable, when best friends choose others over you, just great

I run out crying, I couldn't bear it. 

Sam actually ran behind me and eventually caught up. He pushed me against the wall with his hands on each side of me.

"Why do you do this?" 

"Do what?'' I say trying to not cry 

"Me and sienna thing" 

"What'd I do" 

"You never supported both of us" 

"Doesn't matter, you'd believe her and think I'm lying" 

"But-" 

"Fuck you!" 

"Why do you act so strange when she's around me, why, why can't you be normal, tell me claire!" 

"Tell you what huh? That I've loved you more than a friend for more than 5 years and you just date sluts with big breasts? No thank you, I'm done,I'm sooo done with you" 

"Claire I-"

Before he says anything, I shoved him away and left. I went home, I kept on calling Jenny on her phone but she keeps ignoring.... 

It's like I fucked up everything 

I hate Sam for being....no I regret falling for my best friend  

I hate Ted for not saying a word, he knew it. 

I hate sienna for being a bitch  

Sigh.

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Writers note 

Well, that was long and boring? I think? I like writing

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