Wonderful yet Bumpy Road of Jenny's Life.

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Chapter 10

Jenny POV

I walk to school with a happy mood and all excited because im looking forward to seeing ted and being in his arms

I walked into the classroom and saw ted standing there and he looked nervous, so cute! 

the moment he saw me its like he calmed down, i cant stop smiling

Alex looks at me and smiles and givesa thumps up, i was surprised, is she okay with this? i went to her to talk

"Hey alex"

"oh fuck off jenny i know what youre thinking about but its alright man ted looks happy and im over it dont you worry, im really sorry for what i did okay? sienna was controllign me or something i dont know i was a mess so please-"

"oh shut up its alright i love you already"

"jenny.." she hugs me tight 

"its okay alex shit happens"

"now go to your man and let him ask his question"

"how do you know?"

"i talked to sam.."

"are you..." my eyes widen

"oh gosh no jenny no get a life dude im no whore i ship claire and sam"

"wait you know too?"

"yes but they dont, man claire is like an open book"

"hey jenny" ted calls with a heartwarming smile

"coming!" i say while alex winks at me 

Some people you know 

"hey how are you"

"im fine ted whatsup" i cant be no excited

"so i was wondering if-"

BAM, the doors of the class swing open so loud it took everyoens attention except mine because the guy i like is about to ask me out

"Where the fuck are my bitches at ?" a blonde but ridiculously pretty girl yells

I ignored and waited for ted, his smile is no longer on his face, mine fades slowly, whats going on

"OH MY FUCKING FUCK CHRISTINA IS THAT YOU?" claire yells as she runs to wards the blonde chick and bumps into me but didnt seem to notice

It didnt hurt but im still lost but i chose to ignore because im waiting for ted to ask me out 

"claire my baby arent you prettier now i misssed you!" christina hugs claire

"where were you, forget that are you back to this school?"

My heart stopped when i noticed teds eyes fixed on christina and dashing towards her even though i was standing right in front of him, ted please, look at me im waiting for you

Ted hugs christina so tight it hurt me 

"i missed you" ted wispered 

" i wont do it again"

"promise me"

"i promise my love i wont"

Sam walks in 

"what are you doing here.."

"well hello sam nice to see you too" she smiles brightly and hugs sam

"aw man i missed you so much" sam embraces her

Why am i hurt? and upset? why am i surprised

"you look new" she tells me

"oh yea i moved here, its been months"

"whats your name?"

"My name is-"

Ted grabs her hand

"lets go to the canteen and catch up! its been a long time sicnethe 4 of us talked"

Christina grabs sams hand who grabs claires hand

They left the class

i just sat down and took out my notebook, i had homework and i forgot to do it because iwas up all night being excited for something

Alex comes over 

"im sorry jenny i never-" she tells me with watery eyes

I smiled 

"what? nah its okay i guess i was just a replacement its okay"

"jenny thats not-"

"hey alex i left my bag ill go get ti from the locekr alright ill be back"

I left before i let her say anything to me

I quickly walked to the bathroom adn locked my self in a stall

I looked down into my hands and droplets of water fell

Why? why am i sad? why am i crying? Why did i not see it coming? Why am i not used to dissapointments? Why does it hurt?

I rememebred its the same stall where ted adn i first kissed

Oh so thats why

Ted was my first love and claire  and sam were the ones i deeply cared for for the first time

What? i still love them, im fine, it sucks becasue i neevr told ted that i love him

I loved him?

"This is not the end of me, this is the beginning-Christina Perri"