ALL MAKER

You will die.

"You will die in that room and nobody will know." that's what my mom said. It probably was a while ago. "I should just kill myself." that's what I thought but It's kinda hard ,jumping from roof is hard ,using a knife on my hand is not enough and other ways are not instant.I am not trying to victimize myself I was just an odd one that's it.

They both worked so hard to earn money. I kinda don't deserve them It's wierd to hate and like someone at the same time.

It's not like I want to die but I don't want to live like this, that's what I thought. hmm.. let me tell you a story.

It was a Sunday. 

A boy was sleeping peacefully and having a great dream then he heard voices boof his parents fighting he thought it was a dream but he couldn't wake up no matter what, it was reality.

If they both had enough money they had divorsed but they couldn't survive without each other.I don't hate them for ruining my peaceful childhood but I do hate them for having less money.

They put me in that school of delinquents, every single type of trash was there. Life is not like anime. They didn't turned out to be good guys.

Funny right?

Real life is not anime, there is no good ending. Although there are animes without good ending so that's seems vague.

When I'm watching anime I want to know what going to happen next but not in real life because I know there is a bad ending waiting for me and it's the matter of time it will reach me.

I wanted to escape that fact. If only I was born in a rich family...

Then I gave up on killing myself , there are a lot of anime, movie , series I have to watch.

I will not die.

ooh..I forgot about chapter 271 hhm.. I really want to read it. I wonder what kind of ending the author gave to the series.

When I came to this world it was like a dream come true but no matter the world money is my problem.

 "Why did you say that?!" she said, her voice sharp with panic. "Now there's no escaping!" Her eyes darted nervously, searching for a way out that no longer existed.

"I know that." he said.

"Do you even know what you've done?" she said, her voice trembling with a mix of anger and fear. "His opponents never survive! And on top of that, you can't even use magic!" Her words cut through the air, laden with frustration, as she stared at him in disbelief.

"I will not die," he said firmly, his voice calm but resolute, his gaze unwavering despite the weight of her words.

"But..." she began, her voice faltering as doubt and worry clouded her expression.

The crowd around him began to whisper, their voices low but filled with curiosity and unease.

I no longer can escape my life with anime, so I am going to bet my life one last time.

This time I won't lose lets see who will win. The one who is blessed by birth or the one who is cursed by birth.

Hate and desire for revenge is turely the greatest fuel for humanity.

END OF CHAPTER