What am I to do?

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The next day was pretty chill. Kyle hasn't seen Rena all day.. All Kyle could think about was how Rena said she loved her too.. That meant the feelings were actually mutual or was she just blowing it all out of proportion?

Rena had tried to avoid Kyle.. She didn't know what came over her last night. She was asking herself several questions such as; Damn do I really like Kyle? Do I actually love Kyle? Shit how the fuck do I even know what love is? Should I give Kyle a chance? Rena was snapped out of her thoughts because Micah's ass had happened to bump into her.. Rena was furious... Micah has been dogging Rena.. She's also been spending hella time with her ex... More than she had ever spent with Rena.. Rena has been getting tired of Micah and her bullshit but she's just not ready to let her go.. She doesn't want to feel like she's wasting her time all over again... I mean Micah is Rena's first girlfriend & her first love.. What was she to do?

Rena: Nigga what where your ass is going next time..

Micah: Who are you talkin' to like that? It damn sure isn't me..

Rena: Nigga you're the only crispy black muthafucka standing here.. Who the fuck else?

Micah: Baby why are you actin like that?

Rena: Don't call me your damn baby.. Go call that other bitch baby since you want to spend so much time with her Bo legged ass..

* Micah's ex walks by and mean mugs Rena*

Micah: Baby I'm sor.....

But before Micah could get sorry out Rena went off on her ass..

Rena: Sorry? Sorry?... Nigga you're not fucking sorry.. You don't give a fuck about me.. You're trifling as fuck.. I know you're still fucking around with that bitch.. You and I both know you see how she looks at me.. I also know you're still fuckin that bitch... I'm so glad I didn't let you taste my shit.. That would've been the biggest mistake of my life.. Fuck you.. After everything we've been through you treat me like this? MOVE!! Don't touch me! Get the fuck outta my FA...

Micah kissed Rena before she could finish her sentence.. Rena was weak for that kind of shit. It made her knees buckle. She forgot why she was mad in the first place. Her and Micah were lip lockin for a minute they didn't even noticed Kyle had hit the corner.. Kyle in her head was like DAMMMN this shit is crazy.. Kyle isn't an emotional person so this really didn't phase her.. She was a tad bit pissed and then she got over it..

*Kyle walks over*

Kyle: What's the deal y'all?

Them: Nothing

Kyle knew Rena was LIEING she could see it in her eyes..

Kyle: Why are you niggas so hugged up all of a sudden? Lol

Micah: Nigga you know how we do.. We fuss and fight but always come back together..

Rena was silent the whole time Kyle and Micah were exchanging a conversation..

Kyle finally gives Micah a dap and bids her farewells to those two...

*LATER THAT NIGHT*

Kyle is in her thoughts.. Damn did Rena really mean that shit or is she trying to run a silly game on me.. Tricks are for kids and I don't have time for this nonsense.. Kyle is drawn out of her thoughts by her evil ass mother... LUCKY..

LUCKY: DIDN'T I TELL YOUR STUPID ASS TO WASH THESE MUTHAFUCKIN DISHES? GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS AND WASH THE SHIT RIGHT THE FUCK NOW! STUPID ASS.. YOU DON'T EVER LISTEN TO NO MUTHAFUCKIN BODY! YOU DON'T DO SHIT AROUND THIS BITCH THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS CLEAN THE GOT DAMN KITCHEN....

Kyle can't stand her mother.. She was so rude and extremely mean.. It feels as if she has this malicious intent to hurt Kyle on fuckin purpose.. She Also very JUDGEMENTAL.. She already made it crystal clear to Kyle that she didn't want a "dyke" for a daughter... Those were her exact words... Kyle has to pretend to be something she's not when she's at home.. Her entire family is extremely unsupportive.. She can't wait to leave that bitch..

Kyle: Alright mother... Why is it that you're always so rude? You don't wash not a dish.. You don't even have a real job.. Get out of here with that nonsense..SERIOUSLY...

LUCKY: WHAT DID YOU SAY? NIGGA I WILL SLAP THE PISS OUT OF YOU TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT!

Kyle: DO IT! I want you to..

LUCKY: SHUT THE FUCK UP AND WASH THE MUTHAFUCKIN DISHES!

Kyle goes through so much... If only people knew.. People don't know her struggle or her background.. Shit was tough growing up.. It's sad how she wishes she could just be alone.. But now she's beginning to grow feeling for one of her bestfriends..

All Kyle could this was...

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