Tw: Panic Attack, self-Harm, Negative Self talk (Please let me know if I forgot or miss any)
George🟢
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Dreams POV:
My breath hitched as I read the notification, I scrambled opening the private messages
George🟢
Dream:
George are you ok?
Sep 23rd 12:27
Seen
Dream:
George I know your reading this
just please tell me, are you ok?
Sep 23rd 12:28
Seen
This user has been Blocked
I felt my heart Crack. My vision starts to blur as tears fill my eyes "GOD DAMMIT GEORGE!" I yell out. I curl into a ball as I cry, sobs echo in the surrounding air. I barely notice when Sapnap wraps his arms me, I just cry my thoughts being the only thing I can hear.
You drove him away
why would he tell you if something was wrong
Your overreacting
You're just a clingy bitch
You deserve being ignored
I didn't notice I was scratching my arms till Sap grabbed ahold of my hands keeping me from harming myself any further.
"Dream!"
That snapped me out of it realizing what was happening. My eyes red and puffy from crying, hair tangled, arms red and scratched. I stare in horror at my arms
"Sap, I-I di-i-dnt mean-" I am cut off when Sap pulls me into a hug, "You have nothing to be sorry for..." he pauses for a second considering his words. "Do you, think you could tell me what happened just yet?"
"he blocked me" I mumble. Sapnap looks shocked for a moment before taking out his device, he stares at it for a minute, before looking up, "he blocked everyone"
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Ok that is a rap, have a good day or night
Keep safe, Drink water, and have a snack
<3Author who is falling asleep as she writes this
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