Laying here half naked , cold , nipples hard af, dick throbbing . I can barely think straight , scrolling through my phone looking at these pics of Jay , Trey , and Ken . Three fine ass men wtf do i do . Trey is and forever will be my bestfriend, i just dont want to cross that line with him. Even though he does make it hard for me to say no. Jay is cool but i really feel like he hiding something from me , im not sure what it is though but trust i will find out .... Ken i cant with him, hell he living with me ! i just dont know what to do so i do what i always do when i cant think straight , call my bestfriend, even though it's 3 o'clock in the morning . No its not Trey ... my other bestfriend Dequarious but i call him Dae for whatever reason it just happened. I call him and he answers the phone groggy in that New Orleans twang....
Yo wassam ?? Who this?
Wasup Dae , Its Ty, Whats all that noise???
Nigga im in the middle of something, what u want?
Shit nigga i was trying to see wasup , nigga got a lot on his mind and i cant even call my bestfriend? !
Naw , Ty i aint even like that son, you kno i can slide through and take yo mind off anything! Wassam?
(Background )- who tf you talkn to Dequarious? I hear a girls voice say
Bitch dont worry bt it keep sucking my dick he moaned out
Bruh , it aint even that type of party, i cant with you idek why i called ... (click hangs up)
Damn i thought my bestfriend would come through for me i guess thats how it is sometimes. ..
As morning crept up on me i stared into my phone screen scrolling through tumblr this shit had me horny then a bitch, i pulled my boxers to my ankles and started stroking my dick , feeling good , rubbing on my sack and my nipples in between strokes gave me pleasure i feel myself about to let go , as i release , my door opens and my nut flys across the room landing on the shadow the lights turn on and its Dequarious. .. Damn son ,can u at lease warn a nigga before next time .... bruh how tf im supposed to know u was coming over and how tf u get in my house ???
Bruh calm down , the sexy nigga down stairs let me in ... Aye yall fucking??? he whispered and motioned with his hands in front of him , no nigga..i yelled out
Good can I fuck him.. ? No nigga you cant ... lol im playing Ty wasup though whats on your mind .Man a lot , im fucking with Jay but that nigga up to something, Ken staying with me aint got no job , and im in love with my bestfriend. ... damn son you got problems fa real you heard me but say you need to leave all them niggas alone and fuck with ya boy ... Dae im not going there with you, you already know we tried that shit before and it didn't work out... Damn son, cant blame a nigga for trying. .. lol i give you that but foreal though.? i feel ya you need to tell that Nigga jay aye on the real son if you hiding somethin tell me now , if he say he aint hiding nothing leave it alone, as far as Trey thats yo bestfriend and mixing that and emotions is not a good mix at all son, trust me i know lol, and With Ken fine ass tell that nigga he got a month to find a job so he can get his ass out your house straight like that , no games , no gimmicks .... ok Dae i feel you bro, thanks for coming over... you staying the night ? .. Nigga you gotta ask ? He says while laughing , i laugh back , blankets still in the same place.. aight bebe good looking out... i scoot over and made some room for Dae , yea we dated and fucked around before but its diffrent now , he someone i can tlk to and go to when i need advice , but foreal let me take my ass to sleep its 5am .I wake up to the smell of some good ass breakfast cooking i run down stairs to see who it is , Dae ass in there hooking it up , i see some eggs and rice which is my favorite, grits, biscuits and sausages... i say damn bestfriend that y i love yo ass , he turns around and smile at me , i turn back to runup the stairs to brush my teeth midway my doorbell rings so i run back down to answer the door and its Jay , looking amazing might i add. .. i invite him in and seat him on the couch, i run in the kitchen to tell Dae about our guest and run to wake Ken up to eat breakfast. . I knock on the door no answer, i open the door slightly peeping through, i heard the shower running so i creeped in and seen Ken with that water beating down his beautiful ass and hanging dick, i yell breakfast ready , startling him he jumps causing his dick to sway, i mumble damn , and turn to leave Ken jerks my arm i jerk back saying boy stop while exiting the room. I walk back into the kitchen , with Dae setting the plates i grab Jay bringing him to the table , we all sit and ken walks in saying good morning everyone, while his eyes locked on Jay . I curiously looked in between them . Dae says I'll say grace .....Thank You .. Amen. ... we all laugh .. unh unh i exclaim. We begin to chow down our food.. no one saying a word me and Dae glance at each other as our eyes watched the silent convo between Jay and Ken which doesn't sit right with me at the moment . But i aint going to say anything, but i will figure it out. I say thanks Dae that was good ,... yeah thanks man says Jay, followed by Ken . I told Dae i would help him wash dishes. Ken walk towards his room and Jays says he has to use the restroom. Dae pulls me by the sink Yo son i think some fuck shit going on. I say no shit sherlock u think so . Dae says Son im serious them niggas up to something i know a fuck boy when i see one. I say ok Dae walking away from the conversation, peeking around towards Ken room i see Jay walking out , i come from behind the corner like whats good ?? Jay says nothing bae, just fucking with Ken . I say oh yeah , dont play with me Jay, you know about my past ... Jay brushes me off rushing to the door saying he gotta go . Im like where you rushing off to we havent kicked it in a min , he says he got business to do but i dont beleive that shit.... mins later Ken walks his ass out the room rushing off, i say where tf you going he says he gotta job interview, i say where , he replied ill tell u bt it later hastily walking out the door .Dae runs in looking at me like hell naw bruh we need to check this shit out , i say nigga u read my mind let me change real quick so we can go ... i go change and come running down stairs, Dae and i rush out the door into his car .. we spotted Jay car at the light with Ken in it , which didnt take me by suprise. We followed they ass all the way to the Galleria. Dae say wtf they come to the mall for? I look at him like how tf im supposed to know we kept following they ass ,we stayed close by but not to close , dont wanna get spotted, i seen this shit in the movies. Fucking with Dae we almost lost them , then i seen them at the jewelry counter, Jay was having Ken try shit on and shit . Im looking in disbelief off what tf im seeing they walk alway with small bags from there , and head to Louis Vuitton which is one of my favorite stores they was in there for a minute then come out with two bags next we followed them into Coach i was hella pissed off this got me hot . Dae tells me to calm down as we walk back to the car because i seen enough. Only thing going through my head is wtf is going on why is Jay buying him all this shit . I drive home fast as hell with my mind racing. I pull up in my driveway way, Dae says yo you good before i dip out . I say yea im good bro ... lien my ass off, but i knew he would try and stay if i wasnt . I really just want to be alone. But then again i dont, i run upstairs grab me and over night bag threw some clothes in ,text Trey and said im omw , he said ok . Hopped in my car and drove to his place . I got there walked in Trey looked at me i looked at him, walked back to his extra room and we both said good night
JAY
As Ken and i pull up to my baby house i notice his car gone but didn'tthink nothing of it , Ken and i grab all the bags from the mall and creeped in the house , we walked in Ken looked around and said he not here , we put the bags in Kens closet , walk back out into the living room and sit on the couch for a min we say nothing just quick glances at one another, then Ken climbs ontop of me kissing me ,touching me all over , i began to give in kissing him back, feeling his ass through his pants
Jump back to Ty
I jump up out of my sleep as if i know something is wrong a few months ago a lot of houses was getting broken into and i got security cameras set up , them invisible ones though , that you wouldn't expect. I login pulling the system up on my phone checking my room , backyard, kitchen, hallway, i get to the front entrance and that is when my attention is caught , my jaw dropped , hands clenched my phone ,and my eyes low , i got madder and madder as i seen Jay go in out of Ken on my good couch . I couldn't think straight , i got up ran to my car , and drove through 3 red lights to get to my house as i pull up in the drive way i pull out my phone to see if they was still fucking and now ken was riding him . I got out the car and creeped around the back to the stairway that leads to my room , i make it to my room and go to my closet and pull that bitch nina out , made sure she was loaded and took her off safety, pulled her top back and proceeded down stairs. So this is what yall want ? I say . Ken hops off Jay and he stands up dick hard af , Jay looks at me with this scared look on his face. My face straight no expression. I say let's have a seat , they both look scared and hesistant to move . I say if yall dont sit down shit going to get ugly fr . They have a seat , and i say explain .....
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Is This What I Want
RastgeleTy is new to this , he's lost in himself, confused about what he wants. Should he follow his heart or listen to everyone else. Will he find his truth?