Damn this shit is crazy idk wtf to do ... wtf was i thinking to go up in her raw like that...nigga you know you smarter than that I say to myself .... i fucked up ....I need to stop beating myself up and man up and figure this shit out . Damn I really need to talk to Ty , but I know he probably wont answer the phone for me , especially with everything that happened . I really need to talk to him about this . Ill send him a text just to let him know I need to talk to him , I really hope he respond. Damn I fucking up .
Trey: Hey bro I really need to talk to you about some shit that's going on right now pls hit me back.
Ty: .... Typing
Damn is this nigga going to respond or he just going to keep typing . While waiting for him I get a text from an unknown number. It read "Open the door". I'm like who tf is this ? I run to my room and grab my .380 and proceed to the door with caution, as I approached my doorbell rings. Who tf is it ? I say . Get to the door and open it up and its Ken. What are you doing here ? My bad bro to just stop by like this unannounced . Its cool bro , wasup though, wyd here? Man i just really needa friend at the moment you know, get some things off my chest. Shit I feel you , no biggie bro come in and have a seat. So we both sit on the couch Ken takes a deep sigh then starts to express his inner thoughts, going on and on about , how he fucked up with Ty and shit and that what he did was fucked up. Now don't get me wrong I'm listening to this nigga but the shit that happened between me and Ty and now this baby shit , a nigga cant handle anybody else problems , I'm barely balancing my own shit. I stop Ken mid conversation Ay, ay , ay , say nigga stop with all this whining shit you giving me a headache. Nigga you smoke? Ken looked at me like hell yea I smoke fuck you thought? I'm laughing , and say shit well lets light up then . So I run to the back , grab the weed , broke it down , rolled up , Ken ass was watching me the whole time like a fucking addict or maybe everything going on is hitting him harder then I think . He hit this blunt, he gone be on his ass. I light the blunt took about 4 hits and passed it to Ken that nigga hit it hard to I know he gone be fucked up . We at the end of this blunt and I said I don't know about you but I'm high dab . Ken said hell yeah nigga me too , all I need now is some bomb ass head . I nod in agreement . This weed got me feeling so good I end up falling asleep. I had a crazy ass dream , it had my dick hella hard my shit was throbbing too I felt my shit getting wet , I'm like damn this dream feel real as fuck . All of a sudden I wake up and find Ken head going up and down on my dick . I wanted to say something but the shit was feeling so good, and this is exactly what I needed right now. I started to moan and Ken locked eyes with me , he knew he had some bomb ass head and the tricks he was doing with his tounge had me in my zone. I just knew I was about to cum , and I did it shot all in the back of his throat and he swallowed my shit too . He told me to turn around and face the wall hell I'm high as fuck so I went with the shit for now . Then he placed his tounge inside me and that shit felt so right , remind me of that time Alyssa ate my ass in the stall. Ken knew how to use his mouth very well but I wanted to fuck . I pushed myself back on his tounge letting him go deep one last time ,then I got up. I positioned him on his stomach , and place my dick inside . I slid in with ease, being that he was wet all ready , but I wanna go deep so I pull out ,drop some spit on the head and shove back inside , his legs buckeled and his fist tightened as I thrust my inches inside of his hole. The pounding I'm putting on him makes him throw his head back , he turns and look in my eyes like nigga this the best dick of my life. I moan out " yea nigga you like this shit huh , take that dick , take my shit. He moaning loud too taking all my dick , he throwing that as back like a pro.shit my fucking phone ringing , but I'm close to cumming again and I don't wanna pull it out , it ring again , I still aint stop to get it , Awwww shit I'm abt to cum nigga , Ken say shit me too , After that shit I pull out and bust right on his ass , he twerking that shit for daddy , i guess he know what I like . We both breathing heavily and then take a sigh of relief as we lay our heads back on the couch. Oh shit I see my phone just lit up and saying I got 4 missed calls and they all from Ty . Fuck man if I wasn't fucking you I could of answered the phone . Then I read a message from him that say I'm 5 min away at 10:32 I look at the time on the clock it says 10:38 I look at it again and same shit , I look at my watch , guess what , same shit . I grab my clothes , and put them on I slap Ken ass to wake up and get dressed while his ass over here drifting asleep. I say get yo ass up nigga Ty on his way over here . Ken gets up fast as hell grabbing his shit throwing it on I'm walking his ass to the door and then my fucking doorbell ring . I just knew that had to be Ty ass, hell he don't stay far from me . I told Ken to run his ass through the side door and text me when he made it home , where ever the hell that is right now , I don't know. I run to spray the living room with pine tree freshener . I get to the door , and open it , Ty walks in saying damn nigga , the fuck to you so long to answer the door? He walked over to sit on the couch his nose in the air , in my head I'm like awwww shit , I know he knows something is up. He sat down on the couch and said " why the fuck it smell like ass and Christmas trees in here ?".

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Is This What I Want
RandomTy is new to this , he's lost in himself, confused about what he wants. Should he follow his heart or listen to everyone else. Will he find his truth?