Before Heartbreak 💕

part two: missed you

Kiara

JJ has been so off and busy since finding out that Chandler is his biological father.

I haven't been able to spend as much time with him. And although it sucks, I understand that it's hard dealing with the fact that your dad who abused you, made you think other things about yourself and your family, isn't even your blood.

I've also been stressed out about Pope. We haven't heard from him in 2 days. He's might go to jail for the shit he did.

I think we all like life before that bike race.

When I did connect with my parents, it felt good to finally get a hug from them. It had been almost two years.

While chilling in my room, I heard a knock at my window.

Unaware of who it was, I grabbed a book for self defense.

Opening the curtains carefully, my breath hitched.

"J, what are you doing climbing all the way up here? How did you climb up here?" I hid my excitement with confusion.

"Don't worry about that, baby," he said as he slid into my room.

I smiled.

As soon as he was in, he hugged me tightly. His hands were wrapped around my waist and his head was between my neck and shoulders.

"I missed you Kie. You don't know how much I was thinking about you," his voice was shaky.

I return the tight hug with the same.

"I don't doubt it. I missed you too JJ," my voice was a whisper, minding that my parents were in the other room.

After a minute, we unraveled from our hug and he grabbed my face and kissed my so deeply that I gasped in his mouth. Gentle but firm enough to shock me.

I kissed him back, feeling confident enough to push him onto my bed. He chuckled as I straddled him.

The last time we fucked was in the hospital after we got the bends.

We were in this same position.

We continued making out until I heard a knock at my door.

We both froze.

"Go into my closet," was my thought. He stumbled into the closet as I made my way to the door.

"Kiara, open the door. I wanna talk," my mom's voice came from the other side of the door.

Shit.

I opened it carefully, looking back to see if JJ was in the closet fully. When I found that he was, I opened it.

"Kiara, honey, I thought I heard something. Is someone in there with you?" my mom asked, peeking around my body that was halfway blocking the view from my room.

"No mom. I told you everyone was busy," I tried my best not to sound annoyed or irritated.

Once she finally believed me after a minute or so, she looked up at me with concern.

"Were you talking to yourself?"

Really?!?

"No," I said, my face blank.

She shrugged.

"Well I just wanted to ask you if you'd broken up with JJ?"

I swallowed my spit.

Why would she wanna know that? I hadn't told her anything in that direction.

"Why would you think that? When did I say that I was going to?" I scrunched my eyebrows.

"Well, you've been home all day, I haven't seen him around here in days. I just assumed you two had called it quits. I apologize for assuming, Kiara," my mom genuinely looked apologetic.

"Yeah no, JJ has just been busy. He's on the run again," I rolled my eyes on the last part because I really didn't like what he did but I wasn't gonna break it off with him because of it.

I don't think I'll ever break up with JJ. I love him and want to marry him.

"Really? For what? Stealing again?"

"Mom..." I exhaled.

"I wouldn't be surprised. He stole from your father." she shrugged in a sarcastic manner that annoyed me.

"Yeah and I told you that he apologized for that. Stop being rude mom," I so badly wanted to close the door.

My mom rolled her eyes and smile while saying, "It's in his blood."

"Can I close the door now?" I asked, already doing so. She nodded.

I closed it and locked it. I walked over to the closet and opened it. JJ was sitting, fiddling with his rings.

"You can come out now. The monster left," I joked, making my boyfriend chuckle.

After thirty minutes of smoking on my bed with JJ, we began making out again.

He was on top, being sure to not squish me by being on his elbows.

My arms were around his neck, playing with his hair. Both of our breathing were and impatient. His tongue was winning against mine.

I started taking his shirt off before he stopped me.

"Kie, if it's ok, can we not do it tonight? I just wanna be around you. I missed you so much that I just wanna cuddle with out. Don't get me wrong, I am having so much fun-"

"JJ, I get it. It's hard to do things while really stressed out and plus being worried about Pope."

He silently nods.

"Let's just watch something on my laptop and fall asleep," I suggested.

He agreed and kissed me again.

We spent the rest of the night watching The Godfather trilogy and joking around with each other. We ended up falling asleep during the second movie.

In the middle of the night, JJ got up to use the bathroom. When he got back on the bed, he whispered,

"I can't wait to marry you, Kiara Carrera."

end of chapter two. I hope you liked it cause I didnt <3

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