love!! it's me

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Aranya's pov:

After 15mins we all completed writing our secrets or our feelings..
We folded our sheets and mixed all together.. jiju throwed it in air and when they land back we took a letter each..

So basically we wouldn't be knowing whose letter is whose..
We all opened our letters and started reading them..

The letter I got 💌
I finally feel like living.... I don't wanna die like in past... I'm loving this life...I'm loving this person's presence beside me...I hope I never lose this person...they are loving me?..they are giving me attention?...they are not judging me?... They are trusting me? ...

I don't have answers for anything...but they are not bothering me anymore... I just hope they don't bother me in future... Just my one wish is left... I hope I can complete my dream , I want to become a developer not a constructor....

By the end of the letter I got whose this is...I raised my head and looked at this person... He was reading looking at his lap, he looks like he is in deep thoughts and scared?

I moved towards him a little and placed my hand on his lap
He jerked hard and started to sweat and shake ... I cupped his face and made him look at me ..
"Shhh... It's me baby.. relax" I said calmly ,but seems like he is not ready to listen..
I looked at others who were looking at him worriedly
"Can u all leave the room" I asked trying to not be rude
They nodded and started leaving .. but this isha girl have other plans
"What leave" I said
"No.. I'll stay"
"What do u mean" I asked
"I'll look after him.. you leave" she said
"See.. don't test my patience.. just get the hell out of my room" I shouted as Arun was shaking badly and I don't wanna waste my time talking to her

"I-" she started to tell something but jiju cut her and pulled her out..

I released a long breath and turned towards Arun.. who was pressing his head in his knees trying to hide his face.. I slowly went near him and hugged him
He started to shake more and started mumbling
"Lea-ve me.. I don't wa-nt u .. I wa-nt rann-uu"

"It's me nhi.. ur ranu.. look at me baby .. hmm .. don't be scared .. no one is here .. see" I said softly
He slowly looked at me
"Ra-nuu" he called out and broke into tears
I immediately took him in embrace and draw smoothing circles on his back
"Shhhh... Let it out nhi.. let it out...
Idk what is going on with u ..but I promise I'll help u out.." I said
He hugged me even more tightly

After few mins he calmed down but still holding me tight .. I tried to let go of him but he hugged me tight and mumbled
"Don-'t le-ave meee"
"I'm not leaving  baby.. look at me once" i said calmly
He slowly raised his head still holding me close.. my heart ached seeing him like this .. his eyes were red and cheeks having Tear marks
I cupped his face and slowly cleaned the tear marks..
"Kya hua nhii... What's going on in your life ..hmm (what happened)" i asked slowly .. he looked at me innocently
Again i encouraged him to tell me..
He hugged me back keeping his head on my chest and arms around my waist..
"If u don't feel like telling me then it's ok.. I'll wait for you.. hmm.." i said crassing his hair and he nodded.

After few minutes I felt more weight on me, so I looked down and found he fell asleep
I subconsciously leaned in and kissed his forehead and made him sleep on the bed...
I covered him with a duvet and sat beside him...

Author's pov:

Aranya stared at Arun with unknown emotions...
"What's happening nhi... I hope I can help you.. I need to talk to jiju" she said and kissed him on forehead one last time and left the room

She found everyone sitting in the hall
"Ah beta sit here (come)" nirmala called
"Ji aunty actually jiju kaha hai (where's jiju?)" she asked
"They are in lasya's room.. why are u searching for him?" Krishna (Arun's father) asked
"Kuch kam tha (I have some work)" she said and was about to leave when Isha spoke
"Arun kaha hai (where is Arun?)"
Aranya turned back and looked at her
'yeh chudale abh thak yaha hi hai (she is still here)' she thought
"I asked u something" Isha reminded
"He is busy.. vho class me hai (he is in class).. aunty make sure to not disturb him and YOU stay away from him" aranya said sternly
"Yeh Kaya harkat hai aranya.. is this  how u behave with guests (what kind of a behaviour is this aranya) you better say sorry NOW" Aruna shouted
aranya ignored her and started going upstairs
Aruna continued shouting for her but aranya listened nothing

As soon as she reached lasya's room. She gave a quick knock and entered in after she heard a small come in
When lakshay saw her he immediately started asking
"Aru.. how is he .. kya hua tha use.. why was he shaking and and vhoo..." *With shaky voice*
"Jiju first u relax ... He is fine atleast for now .. I need to know few things ... And I want u to be honest" she said with void face
"Kya baat hai (what's the matter)" lasya started to say but aranya cuts her
"Didi.. don't .. don't ask me what happened.. even I don't know anything.. he is not in a state to tell what's wrong with him .. heck he is not even in a state that he can acknowledge that he is hurt..
I need few answers jiju.. can u help me find them?"

Lakshya: L           aranya:A
L: I'll try to answer,how much ever I know
A: who is Arun most comfortable with.. i mean that he share his things with
L: he doesn't share anything.. he always closes himself.. even sherya doesn't know about anything
A: how can u say that she doesn't know.. I'm sorry I might sound rude, but I can't talk straight at this moment
L: it's ok bacha.. u ask whatever u want.. and about that she only told me once .. he always listens to her but never spoke much .. idk u talk to her also once
A:  that I will.. what about his relation with uncle and aunty
L: hmm.. that's a mystery for me as well..
A:  what do u mean
L:  he had a pretty good relation with aunty
A: had?
L:  yes had.. he used to share things with her often .. but from last 3years he had closed himself up.. he neither talk nor replies to our questions
A: did u ever tried to find the reason for his cold behaviour
L:  I did..but everything was clear when he is outside of the house
A: that means...

A:  does he have any past trauma?
L:   I don't know.. oh i forgot
Once he met me crying badly, when he was 8
A: reason?
L: unknown
A: hmm.. that's enough for now .. I'll go check on him.. he slept
L:  hmm.. I know I don't have to tell this but plz take care of him
A: more than myself

Aranya left the room and went to hers

To be continued....
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