love!! it's me

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Aranya's pov:

I walked out trying to find him..
I found him near the door looking out, arms crossed behind his back

I went and stood infront of him.. he looked at me with a void eyes and turned his face

"Nhii" i called lowly and he just hummed.. i was looking at him and he was looking outside, all we can hear was the sound of the train tracks

After looking at him for good 2mins .. i decided to break the silence
"Kuch hua kya ( did something happen)" i asked and he turned his face and looked at me with his brown orbs which I fell for
"Kyu? Why are u asking that? (Why?)" He asked me , staring at me with some unknown emotions
"Tho ase bahar kyu aye... Gana acha nahi laga (then why did u come out... Didn't u like the song)" i asked with a pout
"Ase hi... Hava lene ayahu.. tand Jada hogaya (just like that... I came to have some air.. I felt too cold)" he said again cutting our eye contact and looking out
"Phile tho mujhe dekhkar bath karo.. dusara juth math boll (firstly look at me when u talk... Secondly don't u dare lie to me)" i said with angry eyes
"Kyu dheku hmm (why should I see..hmm)" he asked, his tone was different from usual one

"What do mean kyu huh... What the hell is wrong with you .. what got into u soo suddenly.. why are you behaving like this.. did i do something, if I did u should talk it out and clear things out .. what are you even trying to do .. do u hate m----" I kept on talking but stopped when he pulled me onto him..
I was utterly shocked.. my heart started to beat as fast as cheetah

"Saas lele meri jaan (take a breathe my life )" he whispered... Our faces were soo close .. his hands were around my waist and mine on his chest .. leave about our position, my breath stopped for real when he said meri jaan
Wahhh my heart, did he just call me his Jaan ... Uffff
'breathe aranya breathe....................... Ahhh fuck it .. I really love him yaarrrrr' my thoughts broke when he cupped my face with his one hand ...  crassing my cheek with his thumb and leaned in kissing my forehead ... I leaned into his touch, closing my eyes.. feeling his hand over my face and his lips over my forehead... I  love his touch on me

Ok this may be weird but I'm in love with this guy.. and his single word can make me on my knees.. then what would u expect from me when he kisses me, which I long for... It was me who always initiate the physical touches and when he does it.. my heart goes boom boom

"I felt overwhelmed" he said after a long break
"Huh!" I said confused
"That song... It brought out our old memories... The time we used to talk on phone... Our late night talks everything... I still find answers for my behaviour, i don't even let girls near me let alone talking .. but with u everything was different... Whenever I talk to you it feels like my heart is talking and it got all the love it craved for... I feel warm...trust me ranu I feel like living  *i frowned*
I know u would be confused and want to know what happened... I'll tell u everything my ranu, but not now ... I need sometime to open up my spoiled past ...no it's not like I don't trust you .. I trust u with everything ranu... U don't know how I feel when u pop up everytime I have panic attacks... U don't even ask me what happened nor why is it happening and u don't know how relieved I feel when u are with me.. I feel that as if I'm worth it, this life is worth it, my pains are worth it, my silent cries worth it, me still able to live worth it, everything happened is worth it ranu... You know why  *I nodded negatively*
Cause I met you.. I can't imagine the old Arun back ranu.. I got used to feel loved , safe and warm ... I got used to have you with me ... I can't imagine me being back alone in that dark nor I can act strong .... I felt like dieing ranu but now I want to live , my life is beautiful now ... I agree I do get panic attacks.. now too but I was all alone then ranu, it's always me and my breathlessness...but now I have you hugging me tight, ensuring me it's gone be alright... Ranu I can't imagine my life without you anymore ... I need u ... Ranu I -- I lo--"   his words got cut when Lakshya jiju came out of nowhere and said
"Hargyae thuu ( you losttt)" with cheerful voice ...

we immediately pulled away Nhi's  eyes were filled with tears, mine are not any less... My breath got struck at his last words ... Even if he didn't finished his words, I knew what he was trying to say ..he loves me .... Ahhhhh can u imagine the person I love, loves me backkkkkk but this soon to be jiju  of mine had to break our emotional moment..

'oh jiju just wait and watch what I'll do.. I'll make u regret for breaking my bubble... I was this close🤏, this close 🤏 but you came in middle and broke my love life... I hate you for this' I thought

I wiped my eyes a little and spoke
"  I let you win jija jii " he looked at me suspiciously
"What u both were doin--" Before he  could complete, my saviour entered in and pulled him away
"They served the lunch.. come on lets eat" my sista Jaan said and pulled jiju in with a wink .. I winked back and looked at Arun who's ears became red

I chuckled at his state and cupped his face... "We'll continue our talk later ok ... Lets eat I'm hungry" I said who nodded with a cute pout

I quickly kissed his forehead and ran inside... He was stunned for a second but eventually got conscious and joined me in

To be continued...
I know it's short chapter but I'm little off track now 😞... I'll figure it out and update a bigger version... Soo bare with me ...

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