sunshine

two

"I can't believe you just..." the words stuttered out of his mouth, cheeks burning up as he spoke.

I wasn't a harsh person, but Michael knew where all my buttons were, and he enjoyed pushing them until his heart was content.

"You can't believe what Michael?" I interrupted the boy from his pause,

"I can't believe you fucking went there, Luke, I mean you of all the people went there." sighing as he ruffled his hand through his lilac hair,

Fuck he knew what that does to me.

My tongue met with my lip ring and fiddled around with it, I must admit what I did there with him was a horrible move, I shouldn't have done it, I shouldn't have gone there.

as class was coming towards the end people hurried along. everyone so astonished they survived they first day of the last term. Michael pulled out his chair, pushing his most surly new vans along the ground, he stood up whilst growing taller in his figure. Yet again his hand met his half as he ruffled through the beautifully dyed lilac mess. I made my way out of the door, and Michael fumbled with his sleeves on his jumper, leaving him the most adorable sweater paws.
God. He. Is. So. Beautiful.

I walked out of the school doors with Michael by my side. The lilac haired boy paused in front of me. His hands reached out for mine, as he stretched out of his sweater paws. My hands were clammy and my heart was racing. I soon found myself being pulled behind a corner and being pushed up against a wall.

Michael began kissing my neck, edging his way towards my jawline. His lips were soft, and so delicate.

He knows. He still knows what he does to me. He knows it drives me insane.

But I couldn't do this again. I pushed him away. His smirk appeared yet again on his pale face, as his lilac hair fell in front of his eyes. He knew then and there what he's done to me. How he's made me feel.

No Luke. Stop. He can't. Not again.

"Michael, I'm sorry for earlier okay?" I muttered, my hands grew more sweatier as my heart became to flutter inside my chest.
"Luke, it's okay." He painted a smile on his face and looked up at me, "I mean I did call you faggot," he mumbled, looking at me in the eye.
"I know it's stupid Luke, but I really miss us..."
"Michael..." My cheeks soon began to burn as all the colour flushed to them. "This can't happen..." I stuttered out the words, "not not again." Michaels smile dropped from his face,
"But Luke, I need you... I need us again."
"Michael it won't work."
"But it's..." He paused, he opened his mouth. But then he closed it again. He stuttered as he twiddled with his oversized sleeves "it's different now."
"I can't risk being hurt Michael. I can't risk hurting you and ruining how far you've come," "i lov...I care for you too much mikey."
"I love you Luke..." He looked into my eyes, his eyes drawing me Into the current.
"Michael please no..." I felt my chest pull tighter and tighter. My breathing became shorter as I struggled to breath, "I can't do this."
"You're right Luke," he paused as his head fell low, "I must be stupid to think you actually gave a fuck about me." The words were spat out, every bit of his spite along with the words. He started walking away, sheepishly plodding along.

"That's the thing Michael." I shouted, how could he accuse me of not caring. I care too much for him, that's why I can't do this.
"I give way too many fucks about you."
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