Leave me torn apart

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Sienna's P.O.V

It had been almost a month after the attack, Hayden was still locked up until the trial which wasn't for months, and there was still someone out there unfound, who wanted me dead. Harry had to fly back to America for the last leg of the tour a couple of days after my release from hospital. Me and Izzy couldn't face going back to that flat, so we got my dad and Harry to empty it, and we moved in to Harry's house just whilst he was on tour, I didn't want to depend on Harry financially so I would find another flat. Liam and Izzy had other ideas though, he had already asked her to move in with him when he gets back, so we were spending the time together while we had it. Unfortunately things weren't really going amazing for me, due to the severe injuries in my wrist it was making it very difficult to manually do things at work, and I was having extremely bad reactions to my medications which were making me ill regularly, I didn't get fired from my job but Caroline told me she wanted me to stay at home and she'd fax or email some work for me, so I was still getting paid. I suppose I was pinning alot of my hopes on this tour job Harry had in mind, although it seemed everything got put on hold after the stabbing and everyone thought I needed time to rest, hopefully when the boys go to Australia for a few months later in the year I could accompany them.

Since there wasn't alot going on, I would try and keep myself as busy as I possibly could. I tried to clean most of Harrys house until I figured out he got a maid! He had the builders round to put me a walking wardrobe in (best boyfriend ever) so that was pretty time consuming arranging all my clothes and shoes, but other than that I was pretty bored.

Today I was ill. Some days the medication takes its toll really bad and sometimes it's fine but today was a bad day, I was taking so many strong and different types of pain relief and pills my body was just reacting to them really badly, making me puke and extremely weak. It wasn't fun. I spoke to Harry quite alot but this week he was really busy so I didn't have much time to talk to him, it was fine though I respect the fact he's working his ass off doing what he loves, so I could live with not talking to him for a few days.

I decided I would just chill today, my mom rings me up daily saying I'm over doing it so I thought I'd just have a lazy day. Couldn't hurt right?

I love watching E! I love all the Kardashian programmes and other reality shows, the only problem was the E! News that came on ALL the time, being the girlfriend of a member of the biggest boy band in the world can mean your gonna hear a lot of stories, mainly false. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't heard anything, I'd heard lots. Harry with models, Harry with fans, Harry with actresses. The press were just out to get him, they wanted him to be put across as this womaniser, but I knew all these stories were fake - they were no pictures to back up the stories and half of the time the allegations were made I would be with Harry at the time he was supposedly with someone else, but we agreed at the start of this relationship that the media were NOT gonna break us up, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't die inside every time I heard another girls name after Harry's.

As E! News came on, I quickly picked up the remote to turn it over but his name caught my attention.

"Breaking news about Harry Styles and his girlfriend coming up next on E! News!"

I just rolled my eyes and laughed before picking up my phone and texting Harry

- babe, E! Are doing a story on our relationship. Bet you can't wait to see this. X

I sent it laughing to myself. Every time I heard about other people talking of our relationship I honestly wondered why they cared, of course people want a piece of him. But of me? Really? I'm a nobody and I actually like it that way, I just put up with all this stuff because I love Harry so much. His fans can be surprisingly nice, is just the paparazzi that scare me.

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