You're perfect to me. (A Harry Styles Fanfic) COMPLETED

Girl if I blew it...

"Please Sienna. We're going to be in New York for like three days can't you please come out and stay with me? For a few days I really wanna make it up to you"

"I don't know Harry. Maybe we need some time"

"I haven't seen you for a month already. Please I'm begging you"

It had only been a few days since everything had happened, since my world came crashing down, after I sent that text to Harry I didn't really know what to expect, I gave him the ultimatum of telling me what was going on or calling it a day on our relationship. I felt stupid for even giving him the choice but nothing even made sense, everybody claimed they weren't actually together but for some unknown reason. In fact, it felt like I was the only person who didn't know the full story, but the person who needed to hear it the most.

I was reluctant to go and see Harry in New York but in a bid to get to the bottom of all this and save my relationship I would do it, of course I would do anything for him and I suppose I just had to put my trust in him, but I was nervous and anxious and I was mad, because it felt like the whole world was laughing at my expense, and that's not a great feeling to have.

"Okay, but I have to get to the bottom of this Taylor thing. She won't be there will she?"

"No of course not babe."

"Then I'll come, but please don't make me regret this."

"You won't. I can promise you that much"

"And Harry?"

"Yes beautiful?"

"For whatever reason you are 'with' her, just please don't fall in love with her"

"I could never be in love with anybody else. You are the only person for me. So you still love me?"

"Maybe"

A couple of days past and it was time to go to New York, once again the boys had invited everyone they could. Friends, family and girlfriends so everyone would be going again and it would be great to see everyone, not only had Harry invited his mom and Gemma again he'd also invited my parents. Woohoo, this was gonna be fun. Not. I honestly don't know how their going to react to the recent situation, they obviously both know but I'm avoiding talking about it with them the best I can. Also Harry's dad was coming, Des who I'd not yet met. And I was really nervous, with Gemma and Anne it was a complete surprise to be taken to their house so I didn't really have time to be nervous, but I was nervous about meeting his dad. Would he even like me? Would he think I'm good enough for his son? Arghhhhh I get inside my own head too much.

I was actually getting used to these Long flights now, before I despised flying on a plane but first class was really so comfortable and enjoyable. I loved all the luxuries that came with being his girlfriend but I really didn't care about them that much, and I feel like its important for me to not get used to this life because like recent events, you never know when it's going to slip right through your fingers. I was lucky I was even able to fly with it being only a month after my attack but I'd been to my doctor and he said I should be fine. So here we were off to NY! Ahhhhhhhh.

"Oh my god oh my god. SiSi do you think we can go up the Empire State and the Rockefeller centre? Oooohhhh and go to see the Statue of Liberty and the new world trade centres. Oh my gosh I am so excited"

Never put Izzy down as a tourist...

I know I should be as excited as I was when we went to L.A, but I just wasn't. There was so much on my mind that just completely took over the excitement.

"Oh my god and we can go shopping eeeeeeekkkk! Aren't you excited?!"

"Yeah, I guess" I replied to Izzy. I didn't want to seem like a bore but I was a terrible liar, especially to her who knows me inside out.