You're perfect to me. (A Harry Styles Fanfic) COMPLETED

You didn't jump his bones?

After Harry ordered me pancakes with bacon and orange juice, he found Iz undressed in Liam's bed (typical) and ordered a car to take me to get me my car, we exchanged a hug when I left, a really tight long hug which I secretly wished had turned into more.  

"What the eff SiSi (pronounced like cee-cee) you had the chance and you didn't jump his bones?"  

"No, of course I didn't, I think maybe you hit your head on Liam's headboard last night and forgot I have a boyfriend" 

"Honey, when your in Harry Styles' hotel room, boyfriends go out the window, I don't get it babe, your so unhappy with Hayden, and you were so happy last night with Harry I haven't seen you let your hair down like that in forever. Everyone loved you." 

"But I've not even known him 24hours yet, Iz. I know I'm unhappy with Hayden but I would be totally shady If I ended it over someone I've not even known a full day yet!"  

We were in my bathroom me shouting over the hair dryer and izzy putting her makeup on, it was my Moms birthday today and all the family were coming round, great. I was so hungover. And tired. And confused. I hate my life. 

"Oh yeah, Iz... Soooooo what happened with Liam?"  

"I honestly don't even know babe, I felt like a bit of a slut this morning when I woke up with no clothes on but Liam said we didn't... So I don't know, I got his number I actually quite like him Si..." 

"Well I never thought I would see the day that you LIKE someone, do you even know what that means" 

"Shut up you slut" she said whilst her cheeks flushed bright pink. 

Izzy is like a boy, she bed hops I would never say she's a slut cos' shes my best friend and I love her to death but she doesn't really like people or have relationships, there's always a boy stopping over at our place but I lose track because its a different one every week, we don't really talk about why she doesn't have relationships, it's her choice I suppose.

"Siennnnnnaaaaaa, there's someone who wants to see you" my dad shouted far too loud for my sore head. 

I just rolled my eyes "Great, probably like one of my long lost aunties who are gonna say "haven't you grown up so much" no shit you haven't seen me since I was 3!"  

Izzy just laughed and give me a shove to get out of the bathroom and go downstairs, as I made my way down our winding staircase I prepared myself to be smothered in hugs and kisses, but unfortunately I got a less than warm welcome from none other than Hayden, what the hell did he want. His eyes looked red and puffy, like he'd been...crying? Hayden doesn't cry ever.  

"Babe, can we please go for a walk?" He said latching his hand on to mine, but before he could slip his fingers through mine I pulled away.  

"Fine, make it quick. It's my Moms birthday" 

We walked in the most awkward silence to the park near my house, he was just looking at the ground and kicking the leaves, I was getting angry and impatient now, why has he brought me out to be silent?

"Well if your not gonna say anything then I'm going, I don't have time for this."  

"You don't have time for me at all anymore, you never come home to see me anymore and when you do you go to see a stupid one direction concert, whats that about?" 

"I don't know how you dare Hayden, you've never come up to my flat in London, not once so I got to the point where I didn't see the need to bother if you weren't going to make any effort, and izzy bought them tickets, I wasn't going to be a bitch and sell her out."  

"You live with that stupid cow, why do you have to see her when your here" 

"Don't call her a stupid cow, she's been nothing but good to me whilst I've been through all this shit with you, and I'm just about done with your name calling and -" 

Before I could even say another word he pulled me in and kissed me, but it wasn't a passionate loving kiss like he used to give me, it was rough and aggressive and not even in a sexy way, infact it actually quite scared me and it took every bit of my strength to push him off and wipe the worst kiss of my life off my mouth. 

"It just doesn't feel the same, deep in my heart I know that I love you and it's hard for me to let go, but Hayden I really need this time to clear my head and think, I'm not breaking up with you I just need time your making this so hard for me." 

"Why did you do it?" He said with anger in his voice 

"Do what? What have I done?" I was genuinely confused now. 

"Go off with some poncy boy band member, who's just using you for sex, he doesn't actually care you know, and it's quite frankly embarrassing seeing pictures of you two together when your MINE." 

I was so angry I was shaking I felt like everything I had kept locked up inside of me for all those months was about to explode out of my mouth, I just wanted to launch myself at him and kick him where it hurts. 

"I don't know how you can say that" I was shouting and tears were pricking my eyes, making my voice a little shaky.  

"Your horrible, and you know what it's nice to know you think so highly of me, I didn't sleep with him, he looked after me actually because I was upset about you, he never once tried to make a move but you know what, I wish he did I wish I slept with him just like you slept with some random girl, I wish I could make you feel just an inch of what I've felt for all these months, and no I am NOT yours." 

Before I know it he had a tight hold on my wrist and as I tried my hardest to fight my way out of his grip he swung me around and slapped me right across the face, causing me such immense pain I fell to the ground, probably making the mark a lot worse. He spat on the ground next to me and walked away.

I literally couldn't believe what just happened. My boyfriend had just hit me, I clutched a hand to my face and ran home, as fast as I could was petrified that he was after me or something, I ran through my front door, everyone was in the kitchen so no one could see me thank god, I ran straight to my room and locked the door.

"Oh my god Sienna, what the hell has happened to you your face is bright red and bleeding?" 

I was so shocked I couldn't even get my words out, I couldn't even cry. The blood must have been from where I hit my face on the ground and I could see it all over my hands from where I had been clutching my cheek. 

It took Izzy a few minutes to figure out herself what had happened. 

"I'm going to kill him." She said through her teeth.