Chapter 24-(V)

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"O.M.G!" Jhea suddenly screamed besides me while looking at her phone. "Azri, look. Ang favorite kpop ko will visit dito sa Philippines!" She even screed a lot.

Kahit marami ang nakakarinig sa tili niya ay hinayaan lang nila since it's her. After a while, I suddenly heard a sigh coming from Jhea.

I looked at her. "What's wrong? Ang saya mo lang kanina ah?" I asked her.

"Well, I am happy but I'm not happy sa date. I mean, the day they will have a greet and meet will be the day of our promenade. Ugh, I wish they'll cancel it and move it on the other day." She sadly said.

Wala akong nagawa kundi tapikin na lamang ang likod niya making herself to calm down.

Honestly, I still can't get over what happened last night. Naalala ko na naman kung gaano ako masaya kagabi. I was planning to kill that girl today, but because of my tiny patience at ako na mismo ang pumatay sa kanya.

And I was so satisfied of what I've did. I also took a picture of her death and sensed it to my bro's ex and she was like so shocked. Di man lang siya nakapag-reply kaagad sakin when I suddenly send that pics on her out of nowhere.

I looked at the surroundings and there I see my brother standing alone at the veranda staring at the beautiful blue sky filled with a white clouds.

Pumunta ako sa kanya at nang paglapit ko ay agad kong nakita ang magkapareho naming mata. His face looks so perfect and namana niya ang kagwapuhan niya kay dad.

He has a perfect jaw, perfect nose bridge, a kissable lips, long lashes, thick eye brow, and that brown eyes that looks like a coffee. He took that all from our dad.

"I felt conscience, Azri." He said still staring at the sky.

I took a deep breath and copied him of what he's doing now. I also looked at the sky.

"Kuya, do you know what's dad taught me?" I said but didn't look at him.

We're still both looking at the sky but making our conversation.

"What is it?"

"He said, that conscience is the weakness of every people who doesn't even know how to fight. Conscience is the biggest enemy of the people who has a soft hearts, like you." I finally take off my gaze on the sky and went back to my brother's face.

He also looked at me with a face of confusions. I sweetly smiled at him.

"Daddy said, being in a mafia industry, it is really hard. Being part of a mafia, you should be brave, let it slide the conscience, and be a psycho."

And the memories came back again to me when I was twelve years old.

"Azriahna, if you really want to be a top mafia, you must be strong. Make yourself a queen. Don't you ever cry because queens deosn't even cry." Daddy said while brushing my hair. It is time for bed and instead of mom doing my hair before I sleep, he insist to do it for mom.

Mom's already tired of her works yet she's still caring of me and my brother. Especially now that my brother is brokenhearted.

"But, daddy, is killing people really are a part of the mafia's missions? Aren't you conscienced?" Dad stopped brushing my hair and he made me look at his eyes. We both have the same eye color.

Me and kuya's eyes are from our dad. We didn't even get our mom's beautiful color which is ash gray. Mom even teased us because we even didn't get her eyes that is why we don't look so fierce enough. But dad said, any color of our eye, if we are fierce means we are enough to be a dangerous person.

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