Blood Blinded #1

Chapter 26-( A Goodbye Kisses)

"Azri, where's kuya?" Napatayo ako at agarang niyakap si Jhea.

We're already here at the hospital. Hindi pa kami pwedeng pumasok sa loob since they're still treating Rhein's wounds. Nagtataka rin kami kung bakit ang tagal eh sugat lang naman ang meron sa kanya.

"I'm sorry, Jhea." My voice cracked as a tears falling down through my face.

I regret everything I did. Why did I love him quietly? Why did I let him fuck me? If I didn't let myself falling for him, panigurado V will not know him.

I remember the night when Quil and I had our last conversation.

"Stalking you is a bad idea, Azri."

"He might not like your real personality. Warn him or else...I'll do my job."

As the times go, unti-unti ko nang nage-gets ang mga sinabi niya. He warned me, but why didn't he just say it forwardly? Ang daming pasikot.

Those sense I've been felt while dancing on the floor with Quil, it was V who's really stalking me.

Fuck him. Marami pa akong gustong sabihin sakanya but killing him is more I want.

"What's really happened to my brother, Azri?"

"It's_complicated."

We're still here at the waiting area sitting while comforting Jhea as she still not stopping from sobbing.

The door opened kaya sabay kaming napatayo. It was the doctor who treated Rhein.

"Doc, kamusta si kuya? Is my brother's okay?" Halata sa boses ang pag-aalala niya.

The doctor sighed. Damn! I can feel that this would be a bad news.

"Unfortunately, the patient has been shot in his hips. And as we x-ray him, some fractured bones ang mga nakita namin." He said.

I knew it. It was a bad news. This is all my fault. Hindi sana to mangyayari sa kanya kung hindi ko hinayaang hawakan niya ako.

All of this is all my fault. And I knew that.

"Kailan po magigising si Jaye?" It was dad.

"It takes days or weeks bago siya magigising. As we also examine him kanina ay halatang inuntog ang ulo niya." I scoffed. Tears were falling down as I can't take all the words anymore.

How could V torture some innocent person?! Now I really hate myself. I wanna tell Jhea all but I can't. Masisira ang reputasyon namin.

I'm so sorry, Rhein. This is really all my fault.

I felt someone tap on my shoulder but I know it was kuya.

"He's gonna be fine." I shook. No. He won't. I know he'll hate me after he woke up.

Ikamumuhian niya'ko pag nagising na siya.
He'll curse me. I know that.

I'm here at the rooftop of the hospital star gazing alone. While Jhea, dad and kuya were at Rhein's room.

I took a deep sigh as I was still staring at the stars letting my tears fell down through my cheeks.

Each tears falling down signifies my threats. Rhein doesn't deserve those kinds of scars and wounds. He doesn't deserved it. He doesn't deserve the pain. He doesn't deserve to experience those. And, he doesn't deserve__ me.

"Don't blame yourself too much, Azri. You don't have to worry it all about. V is dead. Meaning, we got our justice." I felt kuya caressed my back.

My tears still falling as I sobbed. Umiling ako. No. I should have blame myself. 'Cause in the first place, ako talaga ang dahilan ng lahat ng nagyari sa kanya.