Soldier's secret

The End Of Everything.

Hmm
Well this is it.
I am running away.
This still will never be finished.
If anyone still interested here is a short ending:

She is scared, gain trust issues and when next day she spots him walking towards her she cant help but feel terrified about what  he might be hiding.
He runs after her but see that heartbroken look in her gaze.
She would have looked up,making eye contact  with him.
—What was that call,last night...? -Her voice breaking.
—What are you talking about-he wishers but deep down already he has a bad feeling.
—I thought we had no secrets,wh-what you hiding? Did you lie,you..i-i —confusion all over face as she realizes she is totally alone and might everything been a lie. He try to hold her hand,only the realize she is shaking.
—Dear..i have no idea what you mean by last night,i wasn't doing anything,wrong...?
—Stop lying!-she borsed out,pulling away from him.
—I did hear last night everything that happened how could you lie to me about something like that?! What more could you possibly keep secret?!. Enzos face  controls in un familiar gaze she never ever seen before. ——Enzo .-She wispers again.—You want from me to do? I tried to be to be someone you told me I could. I tried to change. I tried to become a better version of myself to catch those silly dreams, but now I feel I feel useless. I don't know if all this you told me ...you were true and call more you ...I have so confused!
—Shh...i-i cant tell..you need to trust me.

                ~moths skip~ (hard traning bla bla)
OK, so she basically has become more powerful over these month and more stronger in both physically and mentally and Enzo  since he's like a higher one and all this soldier thingy he's was straining way higher so he could barely see her but she decided to trust him even though this accident happened on that night so yeah they're like dating right now not when it's like the end they like school blah blah blah that would randomly appear with a gun and shoot everybody in I don't know everywhere like kill everybody and yep ... so there will be there would have been a screen when like the girls broken so like oh my gosh and what the hell we just kill all my friends Lila the other training guys and everything. What did you just kill that like yeah what did you and your random friends appeared and killed everybody here and then he would be like...:as it would be like well fuck it I work for the muffin the whole time I believe your trust you're nothing and yeah I'm the king and yeah bye-bye bitch yeah, I just used you the whole entire time. No reason to be alive. I mean your parents probably hate you because of me and just about the time when I lied. I was a soldier. Well that's not true. I always worked for the mafia since I even breath so it's so sad for you I guess but I don't feel really sorry cause I'm a heartless freak.

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so you have to mention this like they would be like in the top of the fire building all that cause the school will be on fire, of course, and yeah, she would be like that heartbroken like the guy of her dreams actually part of the mafia and all this was a scam and everyone is dead because he killed everybody because he's actually a bad guy and everything she believed was a lie.

Nyam Nyam Nyam ending :)

I be gone and never come back,honestly the story ends badly but i don't have enough energy to finish it with all the 50 chapters so this is the end.
If anyone read this,after days,weeks,months might even years...I want you to know it might get better,might not.
I didn't think about a lot details..
I might just end it already.
Too much suffering.
I thought reading or writing could help.
It couldn't.
Everytime i got a little time to think the sh thought came back.
Depression episode should have ended earlier.
Its time.

🏳️‍🌈sh=self harm