𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕤𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥 ➤ 𝕛𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟

02.

Chan broke at his words.

He started crying, his head in his hands. He wanted to run away, he didn't want anyone to see him like this.

He didn't want- no, he couldn't let Jeongin see him like this.

But he couldn't move.

He brought his knees up to his chest, his body visibly shaking. His thoughts were a mess, but one thing was clear: they were all negative. Eventually, he had one singular thought that repeated involuntarily in his head.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myse-

"Chan. No, come here. You're okay, yeah? You're okay," Jeongin grabbed his hands, bringing his knees down gently.

Jeongin hugged him.

And Chan hugged back.

(a.n: someone explain to me how the hell they're hugging cuz like idk? Like is Jeongin on his lap? Are they on the floor? Bish idk 😭)

Chan was still crying, his body still shaking. He clung onto Jeongin, never wanting to let go of this warmth. Out of all the coldness in his life and body, he found warmth in Jeongin.

"J-Jeongin..." Chan muttered, not even caring if Jeongin heard him or not.

"Hm...?" Jeongin answered quietly, rubbing Chan's back reassuringly.

"D-don't leave me, please... n-not again..."

"I won't, Chan hyung, I promise."

[ a.n ]

sorry this chapter is so short idk what else to do with it 😭

anyway hope y'all enjoyed the angst

probably some tension next cuz like i want y'all to struggle <3

just btw these updates will be inconsistent af bc I'm starting school again I'm so sorry 😔

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