I had gotten back to my dressing room with just me and my thoughts.
I was thinking of Alan and his words earlier.
"I already won because I have you"
Gosh him saying that gave me butterflies.
I won because I had him too but not for the reason he's meaning. The truth is I have been crushing on Alan for about three weeks now.
He meant what he said in a best friend type of way. I knew this because him and his ex-girlfriend/ co-star Emma had just broken up right before this season started.
I doubt he moved on from her this fast. I mean it had been 10 weeks since the start of the show but still, they had gone out for a while.
While I was lost in my thought I heard a knock on my door. I stood up to open it and there he was. Alan. Just the boy I had been gushing over in my thoughts.
He immediately pulled me into a hug.
I hugged him back and heard him sniffling.
I pulled away to look at him.
I cupped his face in my hands and ran my thumbs over his tears to wipe them away.
He embraced my touch and looked at me with those big brown eyes of his.
"you ready for the interview tomorrow" he asked. We had to be up super early for Good Morning America tomorrow morning.
"Yes" I said with tears still I my eyes.
"Okay" he said softly but still smiling.
"Goodnight Lo, I'll see you later" he hugged me once again.
"Love you" he said while still hugging me.
"Goodnight, love you" I said.
And with that he walked out of my dressing room.
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BEHIND THE SCENES | ilona maher + alan bersten
Fanfiction"Ive already won, because i have you. I love you Lo, remember that" the story after the finale... After the mirror ball crowning Ilona and Alan parted ways to go back to their home towns. It was around thanksgiving so they had been very busy rekindl...
