Pocky // IVANTILL (on haitus.)

8.

  For the next few days it seemed like Till always had something to do Ivan didn't push it and just thought maybe the other male finally started putting in the work for school 

Ivan was just doing his casuals doing the same routine he had always done although he found it odd that he found it hard to get the time to talk to Till not even at lunch anymore

Till often said he needed to attend extra tutoring classes during lunch

He found it odd why did he barley have anytime to get in a few words with Till now and why so suddenly 

It wasn't until he remembered that day at lunch the last time they had hung out before Till started getting so "busy" he remembered how the other male had yelled that day but he never happened to asked what it was about

Although Ivan wasn't stupid he could most likely figure out what had caused the other to have such a reaction quickly

Unlike Till Ivan wasn't completely oblivious although he acted it he just played the dumb part on purpose but he knew many things

He knew that the reason as to why Till had suddenly gotten so "busy"  studying could be no other than what had happened to them

If that's not what it was then yes Ivan was completely an idiot but he knew Till he knew the way Till acted already he's been around him for a while that he's got used to the other boys behavior

He's picked up on habits and how Till responds to specific situations

Though he's never minded it as Ivan is a very patient and understanding person

Although right now that this was happening to him he happened to feel a bit frustrated he knew Till wasn't one to immediately open up about his feelings and that he was quite stubborn but how could somebody not bring up something like that?

They were best friends after all was it really okay that they did that

Maybe Ivan was thinking to far into it as he knew the way he felt for Till he's come to accept his feelings for Till so maybe this time his emotions happen to be speaking instead of his brain

He decided to put his emotions aside and see if maybe he was just overthinking it and maybe soon Till would talk to him when he wasn't so busy anymore

Time went by super fast days, weeks, almost a month went by with Tills same behavior

This is when Ivan finally started betting frustrated as Till would communiticate and talk with the rest of the group but him he understood maybe Till was feeling weird or disgusted or maybe just confused but he would have appreciated if Till could have came to him and talk with him but of course he knew Till wasn't like that and it took more than simply that to get it out of him

Ivan has more often been hanging out with mizi and hyuna since they've all always been pretty close and Ivan hasn't really been in best situations with Till

He found himself often talking to Mizi or Hyuna about what's up with Till or talking just so they can listen as he may want advice from them at times

"Soo how's things with Till recently huh??" the Pink haired girl spoke.

"I mean he's been the same but well he hasn't been speaking to me recently or not as much and I think I know why but I don't really want to jump to conclusions" Ivan replied.

Mizi and Ivan just continued asking questions and talking while Hyuna just listened to everything collecting information

Ivan talk a lot about how it's been weeks that they haven't talked and how he feels only he's being bothered by it and he wants to bring something up but he knows that with Till it will just make his situation worse than it already is

Ivan ended up telling them both about how he was in love with him but his friends pretty much knew that already it was obvious enough.

He told them how the day that he went to go check on Till when he was sick how he had to take care of him because he didn't find him in the best state and how he wasn't sure what Tills thoughts were that day but he had asked him to play that game with him and how it led to them pretty much kissing and making out until they were interrupted by Hyuna's call.

Hyuna laughed at this not because the situation was funny but that day she was wondering what had been taking Ivan so long that he spent his whole lunch break there but now she knew why

Both Mizi and Hyuna completely supported Ivan and all but they both also knew what an idiot Til could be in this type of situations

But they weren't ones to butt into other people business or fix things for others so they just listened to Ivan as they knew they both had to get thru this together no one else could help as it was a situation between Till and Ivan.

Ivan wanted to talk to Till so bad he missed being able to talk to him hear his laugh and just being able to tease him when he got opportunities

He wanted him back he wanted his person back.

Ivan decided to talk to Till today he set out a plan to go find him after school as he had the other boys schedule memorized

He knew this would probably go wrong but there was no way to get past this if there wasn't any communication and for Till he'd do anything to make sure they're alright or even just see if Till feels uncomfortable or something he just wanted to know for it to communicated rather than it being thrown to the side like it was nothing

*After school*

Ivan had to walk up to the 2nd floor for Tills class was on that floor.

He was nervous and scared but prepared because he wanted them to be okay he didn't want to be avoided any longer it hurt more to not have Till around than to communicate

As he was walking down the hall he actually happened to bump into Till who wasn't paying attention and was too caught up in his phone

"OW! watch where  your-" Till looked up and saw Ivan he froze he didn't think he would bump into him so suddenly

Why now why did he have to be here at this moment Till wanted the floor to just open up and swallow him he didn't wanna face Ivan right now

He knew he had purposefully been avoiding Ivan so what excuse could he use now he didn't know

He was interrupted when Ivan spoke up "uhm sorry, but hey can you listen to me for a bit please"

Till was a bit hesitant but couldn't really run off as Ivan was holding onto his hand

Till decided to stay put and just listen

"What's up with you lately I know you say you're busy and I'm not saying you're lying but we haven't talked at all recently it's been weeks Till, and it's not a problem really if your busy that's not the issue it's just we haven't even texted within these past weeks at all either and I don't want to assume you are avoiding me too but if you do happen to be I want to know why I'm not going to hate you or anything I just want you to communicate with me what's been going on recently" Ivan said calmly

Till felt so mad he didn't know why, Why couldn't Ivan remembered what they had done or how does Ivan know that he's been purposefully avoiding him, How could Ivan forget something to important that happened between them.

"Are you serious?!" Till spoke "how could you not remember something so important" "you should know why" "how can you forget something like that"

"Till what are you talking about this is what I mean how do you want me to know if you won't tell me I cannot read your mind either" Ivan spoke.

"Oh my gosh JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" till snatched his hand and ran off he felt like he was going to burst into tears if he stood there any longer how could Ivan forget something like that? Did it not mean anything to him was he just stuck with this feeling alone

Ivan was left there standing alone. He didn't think he could be any clearer he tried his best but decided to leave it at that for today he didn't want to cause any more trouble he decided to just relax and go home and get some sleep.

AN: AHHH IM SO SORRY IT TOOK A BIT LONGER FOR THIS I WAS A BIT CAUGHT UP WITH THINGS BUT HERE IT IS!! HOPE U ENJOY :)