Just Us [G.D]

Chapter IXX: Nightmare

Grayson's POV

She fell asleep. I carried upstairs and laid her down on my bed. I went in the shower but before I could leave the bathroom I saw her standing by the door. I was wrapped in a white towel. She had my camera in her hands and snapped a picture. I put some clothes on and went to the living room.

There was Ethan and Lucy (the blonde girl). Minutes after I found myself like before. Bea was crying again. We had another argument. She hugging me tight. I didn't let go. I couldn't. I didn't want to. It felt so good standing there. Having her between my arms. She didn't want to go either. I waited until she calmed down.

I told Ethan to go upstairs and take care of Lucy. We were standing in front of the front door. I sat on the bench near the door and sat her on my lap. We were still hugging. Bea put her head on the top of my shoulder. I didn't feel any tears so I know she stopped crying. Her head moved closer to my neck and I felt her lips pressed on my neck leaving me little kisses. She went up and got to my jaw line. Then my sheek and finally placed a soft but passionate kiss in my lips. I liked it but I had to stop her before it went further.

I put her chin up so she looks me in the eyes. We both stared deeply in each others eyes. "What's wrong?" I asked. "I've missed you" she whispered trying to kiss me again. I avoid her lips and look at her. "I thought you were cheating on me. Why were you sleeping with that girl? Why you say she is your girlfriend? And why did Ethan kiss me this morning?" She looked confused. "I'm not cheating on you. We are not together. You loved Ethan more than me and you guys are dating." Before I could finish she turned her head, looked back at me and kissed my lips. "I don't love Ethan. I love you. I've always had. Ethan is just my friend."

Bea's POV

I was very confused. Is this a joke? 'Cause is not funny. I didn't want to hear anything else about this. I just want him. Before he could say something else I kissed him. He kissed back. We started making out. I got up and walked to my house without breaking the kiss. My parents weren't there and I knew it.

I opened the door, we both get in and closed the door locking it. I walked to the basement. I laid down the couch and he was on top of me. Before we could do something else Gray stopped kissing me and pulled away. I know he wouldn't do this to Ethan, even though what they think is not true.

The couch was big enough for the both of us. He laid next to me and we cuddle until I fell asleep. "Babe! Babe?" I hear a familiar voice waking me up. It was Grayson. I kissed him and he kissed back. "Where's Ethan and Lucy?" I asked him. "Who's Lucy?" "Your girlfriend. The one you kissed in front of me. She was---" He didn't let me finish. His fingers wiped the tears coming down my face. I was crying remembering what happen. It was too hard for me to talk about it. "There's no other girl but you Bea. I love you and you are the only one. Never think otherwise. You are the love of my life. Remember it's just us. You and me. You're my world and my everything. I would never hurt you that way." I started crying harder. I was relieved though. He made me the happiest girl ever. "Don't cry baby!" He said softly placing a kiss on my lips. "I love you so much".

It was a nightmare. It may not sound so serious but wait until you wake up and found yourself with someone that you don't love like that. And when you see the person that makes your heart beat with someone that is not you. You would feel like if a knife is stuck in your heart. Then a hammer hitting it hard, breaking it into little pieces. I hope it never happens to you because it's not something you'd like to experience. This bad dream made me think. It made me think about my feelings for him. You could say they are strong. I love this boy so much and I'll keep him as long as I can. It may be forever.