she lives with a broken heart

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//ron pope a drop in the ocean is the theme song for this story//LUKE
As I was getting my phone went off a picture from calum popped up.

I-II couldn't believe it.."it was my my Alex!" I yell in a soft wishper. As I hopped in the the warm shower to fresh up in memory.
Flashback
We were leaving from the movies
"So what do y'all wanna eat?" Calum asked as we walk to my car with me and Alex respond at the same time." PIZZA!" To Sara everything that was greasy was nasty." Ew no its gross and Alex I thought I said we are on a diet, so you can't have that nasty crap!"
"But Alex isn't even fat!" Calum responded looking over to Alex who just looked down at her shoes at the mention of her weight." How about we go to Emos tonight panic at the disco has another show again tonight?" "Emos? Ugh no just drop me and Alex off I'm already tired." Me too'' calum was already annoyed of Sara.
After we dropped calum home I had to drop off the girls. "Alex are you coming!" Sara questioned Alex.
"S-sara I actually Wanted to go to panic at the disco.." She started to play with the holes at the top of her jeans wear you could see her black white underwear.
"Fine whatever..Luke call me tomorrow!" I looked down at her as we drove off." So you like panic at the disco." Umh yeah."she chuckled ,but it was a girly chuckle it was just a cute one."I've been in love with bands all im life basically!"she said finally showing a smile." Really me too."

As we walked into Emos after we played I saw her beautiful brown eyes sparkle in the dim light.
"Do you wanna drink?" We sat down as p!@td came out." Yeah I could really use a couple of them."I walked to the bar "four beers please!" P!@td was playing Nine in the afternoon as I walked toward Alex." Thanks for bring me here and saving from Sara wraft!" She chuckled threw her sixth beer." Welcome..can I ask you a question?" She look to my eyes.

" Well if that's the question then no." She chuckled." Okai what's your question?" I looked at her again." How did you meet Sara I mean she's you know and your you know different?" Ouch that didn't come out like I wanted it to.
"DIFFERENT!" She yelled as she rolled her eyes. As she looked down at her outfit." I'm sorry I yelled at you, but I just remembered I have to go somewhere. She said with hurt and confusement in her voice.
"Alex I-II didn-No I'm sorry and I need to go so bye Luke." God stupid I met her just last week and we've been hang out ever since and I just called her different.

And she's leaving drunk nice hemmo nice! I ran toward the door out and looking for her I walked to this park nearby and saw Alex on top of the monkey bars laying there lookin up at the stars.
"Alex I'm sorry I didn't mean it in a bad way. I meant it in a good way your nothing compared to Sara.. To really honest Sara is mean and controlling." Then why are you with her?"I responded fast" why are you her friend!?" Sara wasn't always this way okai!she responded with chuckle." So why are you with her?''I climbed up next to her leaning in to whisper in her ear knowing were both wasted to either of us would remember anything! " Cause last week I met a girl and the only way I would she her is threw sara.." Alex giggled and looked into my eyes."Alex that girl is you." I leaned in only to be met by her soft pick lips half way.

Next thing I knew was that I woke up in my room..with my arm a rounded Alex in her only in underguardments." Oh no what did I do omo I'm a horrible person."Alex got up trying to cover her body." Alex your not a horrible person I did this too okai!?"I say trying to get her to calm down til her phone started ringing. She answered unaware of who it was. "Alex its Sara I need girl time Luke did call .. I don't know whats going on did he act weird to you or was it just me." I look at Alex how didn't know who to respond " tell her that I just dropped you off after the concert and said I was gonna go to Cal's tell her you can't hang out sorry " i tell Alex in a whisper shout she looked clueless but obeys what I say. " Boo you whore!" And with that Sara hung up.

What we did was wrong but I knew I didn't regret it ." Alex I-II do- No Luke what happened was horrible I can't believe I did that and I have to go. I tried to call out for her but it was to late she was gone.
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ND OF FLASHBACK

After I jumped out of the shower I went to answer my phone it was Calum. " Hey mate did you see that picture!" I didn't know what to do." Yeah I did, but who was that punk in the picture with her?" "That punk is name Michael Clifford I found so info on him afterwards from Ashton. He said he helped the photographer take some of the pictures and took some of her and that they met in New York and.." Calum holding back something obviously. "Calum Thomas Hood just tell me already!" I gulped nervously.."well ash said they never leave each other that the only time the separated was when he went to Australia for a family problem." i felt annoyed by everything that surrounded me."Lucas you there still?!" I pulled my phone back to my ear again." Yeah im still here cal.. Did your friend Ashton say how long they were going to be here?" I need to see Alex i need to know why she left me and why she didn't say goodbye." He said that michael wanted to stay for a month so Alex can take some pictures then his taking her to Australia for some personal things." I crunched in the last words Calum said.
"Cal i need to call you later I have to go see Ale-I mean Sara." I hear him sigh threw the phone." Alright mate be careful and dont do anything stupid."
Alex pov
Michael had just came back from seeing his family. He has truely been the best friend i have ever had to be honest everyone says we're we should get married seen we are always together. I just laugh. As i walked around with Mikey his friend Ashton stops us to talk for a moment I looked beside him to only see a Asian boy next to him to sends me daggers."Mate is your friend okai or does he have a problem with my love?"Michael has always called me that." No no he doesnt right Cal?" Then it hit me..hard." Looks like you remeber now?" I look up towards Calum and towards Mikey."II-I need a minute." I walk away not know what to say or do.
FLASHBACK
" Luke I-II cant do this Sara is my friend and your her boyfriend." I look straight into his blue eyes." Alex you can't stand there and act like you dont have any feelings what so ever!" he yells back not fighting the tears any more." I have to go Luke I have to let you and Sara be together and hap-DON'T SAY THAT WE BOTH KNOW YOU MAKE ME HAPPY." I walk past him ignoring his words. I knew that i hurt him,but i couldn't help but leave I had a one way ticket to New York City..I was to be there and start in the Art department this fall. That night after the plane ride i turned on my phone to missed calls and text from Luke and Calum.
'why did leave him like this?' and from Luke ' Please i need u and i love you!' I texted Calum back.
' cuz Sara needs him more' Sara had told me she was pregnant how was I going to able to come between her and luke.