How not to love

*Chapter 1* <3

Kayla's pov.

Time: 2:00 a.m.

I was at home layin down and on my phone because i couldn't sleep. My parents weren't at home as usual.While i was on my phone, someone texted me. I opened the text and saw it was Brenden *omg*

Brenden's text: "Open the door I've been knocking and you know you heard me".

I was so mad just knowing that he was standing outside my door. I was really hoping i wouldn't see him until tommorow at school.

I was walking down the stairs but by the time i reached the bottom stair, he was sitting on my couch on his phone.

Kayla: Hi Brenden

Brenden: Hay Kayla

Kayla: Uhmm......how did you get in?

Brenden: Because the door was open!! Maybe you should learn how to lock it and ypu wouldn't have to ask how i got in!!

He is always yelling at me for no reason. For one he us in my house and two why is he even here but i know if i ask he is gonna be ready to punch me.

Kayla: I-I 'm s-sorry, i will l-lock it n-next time. I said stuttering because i was scared and my eyes started getting a little watery.

Brenden: You better be sorry.

It was a awkward silence until Brenden decided to say something.

Brenden: I'm sorry for yelling babe and I'm sorry for yesterday but I'm just so mad right now.

I really never believe him when he says sorry but he's just so cute and i cant really get that mad at him.

Kayla: Its okay, but why are you mad?

Brenden: If i tell you don't get mad and lets just talk it over, Ok?

I hope that he is about to break up with me or something because i am so tired of his foolishness. But at the same time i really do want him.

Kayla: Uhmmm...sure.

Brenden: So, you remember that night after you made me mad and i just storm out and went home?

__________FLASHBACK__________

*2 WEEKS AGO*

We were at my house laying on the couch watching a movie. And in 10 minutes it ended.

Kayla: So what do you wanna do now, I'm kinda tired but i'll

stay up if that's what you're doing?

Brenden: I know what we can do!!

Kayla: Wh-

Before I could finish talking he kissed me cutting me off from what i was saying.

(A/N: I'M NOT EXPERIENCED IN WHAT MIGHT HAPPENED SO DON'T GET MAD IF THIS SOUNDS WEIRD OR SOMETHING!!)

I didn't say anything i jus sat there but i kissed back. But then he picked me and carried me to my room upstairs without breaking the kiss. When we got to my room he layed me on the bed and got on top of me in push-up position but still hasn't broke the kiss. Then he takes off my shirt then hisand takes off his. I almost died when i saw his pack. I guess he saw me smile because he smiled back and kissed me.

Brenden: Girll I know I'm sexy.

Kayla: haha boy don't trip! I said laughing and smiling

Brenden: haha whatever

He pulled my pants off and he did the same. When his pants dropped i got so scared because to be honest it don't even look like its gonna fit!! I've never did this before because I know if i get pregnant i won't be able to take care of the baby with school still going on and plus all the hell that the boys are puttin me threw everyday. He got really close about to put it in but i stopped him.

Brenden: What's wrong?? He said confused.

Kayla: I don't wanna do this. You never know what this moment could do. I said kinda sad looking down

Brenden: Girl quit trippin we got protection damn!! He yelled at me

Kayla: Protection or not i still don't wanna do it!! I yelled back

He smacked me and got up starting to put his clothes back on.

Brenden: This is why me fight you now. You never like to just go along with things.

Kayla: I'm sorry but this is diffrent i dont wanna do this because I'm gonna regret it later.

Brenden: Okay whatever I'm gone!!

He punched me really hard and then left out the door.Now i know he's really gonna be mad at me for a while and hit me even harder.

_______FLASHBACK OVER_______

Kayla: Yea. I said in a questionable face.

He hesittated then finally spoke

Brenden: Well after i left i didn't go home i went to raylyn's.

Raylyn was Brenden's ex so i know whatever they did had to be bad.

Kayla: And what did ya'll do?? I said with my eyes starting to get watery.

Brenden: We-

Kayla: WELL WHAT!! GET TO THE FUCKIN POINT!! I yelled

Brenden: AYE CALM ALL THAT SHIT DOWN. He yelled

I just sat there and looked at him in a death glare.

Brenden: I....

WILL BE CONTINUED!!!

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Sorry for the will be continued but i had something to do and got tired of typing so ill try to update tonmorow or something. But how was it?? Comment, Vote, Fan ..

Thx love,

*jada <3

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Ill try to update by tonight but if not i will tommorow