HIM & I

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I have dressed in a branded suit , here this is our reception which I'm not even interested a bit , Me and Sameera sitting beside at the backseat of the car , and all are firing crackers , shots and all infront of the car , Sameera was smiling seeing those all , while me just scrolling my phone ! Not interested in anything , I don't know why but the words that why would she kiss my lips and I'm nothing to her broke me ! I decided ignore her , why should I talk to someone when they're not interested

."stop using the phone and feel it Aadir" Sameera said catching my phone , I gave her angry glare pulled my phone back , I haven't replied her !
"Will you stop ignoring me ? Atleast in these events ?" She asked looking at me irritatingly
"My wish" I just said and again looking at my phone
"Fine be like that , don't expect me to beg you to talk ! I'm more stubborn than you" she said and looked away !

We reached the celebration hall , which is hotel a rich one ofcourse ! As we got out of our car , my breath hitched , Sameera slided her hand and holding my biceps , I looked at her dumbfounded but her next words made feel like I got excited for nothing
"Ignore me all you want but not in the public, atleast act here" she said , act ? What the fuck , I looked away.

We sat in the couch that that was arranged and few minutes back , our photoshoot was over , I kinda sighed and the guests started arriving with expensive gifts and all , I'm not even interested a small bit , I just wanna go to my office right now ! I'm frustrated , Sameera is gorgeous in her lehenga !
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Next day:-

The reception was was exhausting, there is some ritual again and this night is our wedding or first night !
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The ritual went smoothly , now it's our first night ! He I sat on the bed , waiting for Sameera to come because all our electronic devices were snatched by elders , the bed was decorated with roses and rose petals ,I sighed and waited , there she is
In a white saree , catching the milk glass, after sending her in the others locked the door

(It is a tradition that the bride should give milk to the groom on their wedding night)

"Here" she's giving me the milk
"I don't like milk" I replied not looking at her
"Stop saying lies Aadir ! Why are you being like this ?" She asked lookin at me
"Being like what ?" I glared at her in the eyes

She slammed the milk on the table beside my bed , came and sat beside me
"Why are you like this ? I know the words which I said is hurtful but they're truth" she's glaring at me
"What ? Saying that why will you kiss me ? That I'm nothing else ? I'm your fucking husband and how can I be nothing else to you ?" I asked in cool and frustrated tone

"Yeah you're my husband ,but I can't claim you when you like other girl right ? And also I'm not interested in this marriage from the start just like you ! I'm not interested in love !" She said in done tone

"What do you mean by I like other girl ?" I asked confusingly
"Aadir shut up , don't act dumb ! I know you like kruthika ! I heard your conversation, I didn't mean to eavesdrop but I somehow heard it" she said and my eyes widened , that she completely misunderstood the situation ,I opened my mouth to explain then a phone rang

"Wait a min , I'll come back" she said and went towards the cupboard and picked the call talking about some work and came back
"Elders snatched every mobile right ?" I asked

"Ofcourse youngest like me has their own plans ,hehe" she said , it's cute actually
"Gosh !" I muttered ,
"By the way I'm sleepy where should we sleep ? Probably we can't sleep together! Should I take couch ?" She asked , why can't see sleep beside me ?

"I'll take the couch"I said ,
"Are you okay with that ?" She asked
"Yeah I am !" With that I stood up only to step on Sameera's saree and slipped due to no friction, I falled down with that she falled on me , my heart stopped beating, her chest colliding with mine , her hands on my chest and our lips slightly touching , I'm really stopping my urge to kiss her rough right here and now ! I don't know when will I taste these lips of her but I promise when we kiss , it'll be a rough one , not some passionate one , I will draw the blood out of her lips making her taste her own blood, Aadir shut your thoughts , what you're thinking !!!

"Sorry , my fault" I said looking her in the eye , while she was looking at me
"It's ok ,but we've to get up" she said rolling her eyes , actually I don't like when someone rolls their eyes cause it makes me want to pluck their eyes out ,but Sameera doing it giving me wild thoughts ! I never got these type of thoughts about anyone in my life not even about HER !

I unwillingly stood up ! I just wanna keep her near me ! But I can't I went to the couch and layed down and Sameera went to the bed layed down

My heart still racing due to the thing that happened few min ago ,I was placing my hand on my heart to stop the racing heart to normal but still it's not happening , and the thoughts of him never leaving my mind ! And the thoughts of our fall is still stirring in my brain , when his hard built chest touched mine , my heart stopped and falled to my stomach , arising something , the urge to hug him ! The urge to kiss him ! Sameera stop it ! You shouldn't be thinking these all ! Sleep baby sleep ! You're so innocent , I know !

I can't sleep , I was stirring in my Sleep, then I saw Aadir , he folded his legs and arms , poor soul actually it's cool here and that too AC was in on , I took blanket and covered him and stared at him for few minutes ,there he was sleeping without any concern, he's not having that frown which will be returned by the morning , his hair strands are disturbing his sleep by falling on his eyes , I knelt and slowly slided his hair strands to a side , then his frown is back , he's sweating to , moving his eyes in discomfort in his sleep , he's having a night "p-please don't leave !" He said, I stopped there and for a minute I thought Is he talking about me ?
"H-harshini d-dont leave me ! N-not this time" he said , he's shivering , I don't know who this harshini is ,but I'm sure she have a effect on him , he's shaking too , I immediately hugged him

"Shhh it's okay , cool down ! Cool down" I said rubbing his back , he's shivering in my embrace , I started moving him
"Aadir wake up ! Aadir !!!!" I shouted , with that he opened his eyes in one go , he looked at his surroundings and looked at me , he's still in my embrace
"You okay ? Seems like you're having a bad dream huh ?" I asked looking in his eyes trying to back off , but he stopped me and hugged me immediately , this time tightly , literally like crushing me , he buried his face in the crook of my neck
"Please don't say anything and stay like this for few minutes" he asked vulnerable , I haven't said and stilled in my place , patting his back saying it's ok

"Aadir it's all a dream ! None of that is true ! I don't know what dream make you like this ! See nothing is true ! Okay ?" I said cupping his cheek ,I haven't asked about that harshini cause he will say when he feels like ,I caught my hand which was on his cheek
"Hmm , thank you" he said looking at me
"Go to sleep , I'll be here ?" I said and he nodded , suddenly he became a child like who listens to their mother obediently and I chuckled
"What's so funny ?" He asked
"Nothing, just sleep" I said and patted his back.

Hey guys ,
I know I've been giving late updates coz I'm not having time to write, hope you understand .