Unpredictable

Chapter 16

Previously
Lauras POV
"Babe I know and if I could take you and the girls with me I would I'm going to miss you like hell babe I don't want to leave you." He says holding me tighter. We stayed there in silence. Before I knew it I was asleep after an amazing fun day.

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Laura's POV
Its been three day since I found out the boys would be leaving for the rest of tour. Tomorrow the boys woupd lwave and me and Jayne will be cuddle buddies until they come back. I couldn't believe that this little tike that we have known each other so much stuff would happen and we would have been this attached to the boys. I was with Michael helping pack. He gave me his shirts and I neatly folded them and put them in the suitcase. I was sad they were leaving but didn't want to show it. I get my phone and my earphones go onto spotify and put in one of my earphones. I put my music on shuffle. The music made it worse it was beside you.

Within a minute I was all packed up
I got a ticket to another world
I dont wanna go
I don't wanna go
Sudden words are hard to speak
When your thoughts are all I see
"Don't ever leave" she said to me

When we both fall asleep underneath the same sky to the beat of our hearts at the same time so close but so far away
(Can you hear me?)

She sleeps alone
My heart wants to come home
I wish I was I wish I was beside you
She lies awake
I'm trying to find the words to say
I wish I was i wish I was beside you

Another day and I'm somewhere new
I made a promise that I'll come home soon bring me back bring me back to you

When we both wake up underneath the same sun time stops I wish that I could rewind
So close but so far away
(An you hear me?)

She sleeps alone
My heart wants to come home
I wish I was I wish I was beside you
She lies awake
I'm trying to find the words to say
I wish I was i wish I was beside you

The pieces of us both
Under every city light
And they're shining as we fade into the night

She sleeps alone
My heart wants to come home
I wish I was, I wish I was.....

She sleeps alone
My heart wants to come home
I wish I was I wish I was beside you
She lies awake
I'm trying to find the words to say
I wish I was i wish I was beside you

She lies awake.
Beside you
I wish I was I wish I was

She sleeps alone
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was I wish I was....

I kept in my tears. I was about to cry but I needed to be strong. I go into the bathroom and sit on the floor crying. I couldn't take it I didn't want them to leave. But I wanted them to go at the same time. Music was there life. I didn't want to get in the way. There was a soft knock on the door.
"Babe I could hear you crying what's wrong" I hear Michael say. I quickly get up and clean my face up. I open the door and hug him . He hugs back and kisses the top of my head.
"Babe its ok to cry"
"No Its not I wanted to be strong but I can't take it Michael your going to be gone living life to the fullest having amazing times on stage and on the road while I'm going to be here listening to your music listening to your voice looking at pictures of you missing you like crazy. I want you to be happy but with you gone being happy I will be sad without you. " I say bearing my face in his chest. I couldn't keep my tears in I cried on him. I wasn't strong I couldn't take that he was going to be so far away.
"Babe I know how you feel I don't want to leave you I wanna stay and cuddle with you being by your side telling you its alright. But I don't want to know that your sad this whole time. I promise I'll be back home soon. " he tells me I look up at him and see that he was crying to which made me cry more.
"Michael please don't cry I'm sorry I tried holding my tears in because I didn't want to see you cry." I tell him.
"Its ok to cry and you don't have to be sorry."
We stay hugging for what felt like hours but it wasn't enough I knew that in less than 24 hours he would be gone. We let go and kiss and we go back to pack. I decided not to listen to music because I would cry again. Half an hour later we finish packing and go check on the others. They were downstairs.