scared of Losing you again

PART 31

RUKA POV

What would I do to unloved her?, do she really love that heeseung?, how about me? I'm the one who is always by her side.

I'm here at the rooftop, vaping. I just want to clear up my mind, I thought everything will be okay I thought that Rita didn't bring her boyfriend, but I was wrong, hee was there celebrating the small party downstairs.

With Rita.

I just snatch some beers downstairs and run towards the rooftop, I hate to see them flirting it makes me Irritated. I want to forget her, I don't want to see her but she is still so close to me, Pharita's numbness.

I can't, I can't handle this kind of situation. I want to scream but I can't.

I thought I would never experience a heart break. I thought only canny and Rami would experience those kind of things, but I didn't know that I would be the third person.

While I was crying on the rooftop, the snow suddenly falls. It's not too strong and it's not too weak, just right The pouring of snow. I smiled because when I was a child my friend and I would always play in the snow, then we would also make a snowman. I missed her too.

I didn't know that I'm already dizy and I was leaning at the end of the rooftop. While enjoying the fall of the night snowflake's. And it didn't take that long either for me to go back downstairs. When I went to see them all I smiled.

I saw heeseung and Rita feeding eachother's, and I just ignored them. "It is snowing?" I heard ahyeon's voice And I just nodded.

"I have to sleep, goodnight everyone"

CHIQUITA POV

I noticed that ruka was different from now, I look at pharita and she's enjoying being with hee, We're done with Rami's problem and here we are with Ruka's problem, Nothing ending problem.

We will talk to Ruka about this, i want to know her feeling.

The celebration is over and they are going to sleep here, of course they will not going to share a room, except for ahyeon and Rami.

Asa and I were in the room, she just took a half bath in the bathroom and I was just sitting on the end of the bed while playing on my phone. I'm just waiting for her to have a sleep, So that we can have a rest.

When asa got out of the bathroom, the only thing she was wearing was the bathrobe, her hair was still wet and she immediately went to her chair to do her skin care routine. I always wait for her last skin care routine but in the end she still makes me feel for what she does.

That's why my girl was so beautiful and looks fresh because she always does her skincare, she looks stunning I like the way she was doing.

I just watched her putting some masks and applying some cream on her face, it makes her satisfied. I lay down first and closed my eyes, I knew that she would sleep after what she was doing.

"Love?" I panicked, I looked at her and she was just wearing her Underwear and her black bra, she's holding her stomach and seems to be hurt, "help, it hurts. They a-are kicking me" she said on her lower voice that enough for me to hear.

My seven months baby was kicking my girl, her tears fall and I immediately run towards her to Heald her. "Shhh, I'm here okay. Don't worry, that's normal for you" I said And I hugged her tightly, "love don't worry okay, let's go for a check up tomorrow"

She nodded and she cupped my face. "Love, what if they fall? I don't want to lose them" I faced Asa and hold the back of her hand, and I whipped the tears that is falling from her eyes.