when love lasts | wroetoshaw

twelve

today was our first and last full day in guernsey. with harry busy filming for sidemen, we could only stay for the weekend. i had woken up before harry and decided to get myself ready while he slept. i went in the shower and changed into a comfy tracksuit, then scrolled through my phone while i waited for harry to wake up.

my dms and comments were full of some nice, and some not so nice messages from sidemen/w2s fans. most of them were harry fan girls, clearly jealous, but it didn't make their comments hurt any less.

faith🎀

faith
hey queen, hoping you're
okay. i've seen some of the
comments on harry's video
some people are so vile.
love you 💞💞💞

abbie
hey, i'm okay. just so bloody
annoying isn't it? like just
let us live ffs. love you 💖

faith
has harry seen them

abbie
probably. he's still sleeping
rn though so not sure haha

faith
still sleeping?? wtf 😂😂

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just as faith had replied to me, harry had woken up. "good morning," i smiled, opening his blinds and laying on top of him.

"jesus christ abs," harry groaned, covering his eyes with his hands as he adjusted to the light.

"we're all waiting on you," i replied, kissing him quickly and standing up.

"5 minutes," he yawned, rolling over.

i sighed and sat back down on the bed next to him, "have you seen the comments on your video?"

"i seen some last night, why?" he mumbled.

"just wondering," i replied, scrolling through my phone again.

"are they upsetting you?" he asked, turning around to face me.

placing my phone on his bedside table, i laid down so i could see him properly. "a bit yeah, but it's annoying me more than anything. i didn't think it would be that bad since people already knew from when you posted that instagram story the night we ended up at josh and freya's," i laughed lightly.

"yeah to be fair i thought that as well. i'm sorry," he replied.

"sorry for what?" i asked.

"all of this. sometimes i just wish i had a more normal life. i should've warned you what to expect, some of them literally try and ruin anything good in my life it feels."

"you don't have to be sorry. i knew what i was getting myself into; you told me, the other girls told me and some of the boys did as well. it's not your fault," i placed a soft kiss on his forehead then stood up. "right, come on get up."

"how long will you guys be?" rosie asked as she entered the room, "fucking hell harry, get up."

"i'm going, i'm going," he replied, tiredly standing up from his bed.

~

we all decided to take harry's dog, herb, on a walk along the beach, despite it being a cold day. it was nice for us to spend time with harry's family, and for me to get to know them. i loved learning about things that have a lot of meaning to the people i love, so hearing the stories of harry's childhood in guernsey brought a type of warmth and happiness to my heart.