Someone fkn loved me

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"I don't wanna feel better.
No one's ever gonna love me like that again
I don't wanna get over you
I wanna sit with you in bed.

I don't wanna feel better. 
I'd give anything to miss you again
I dont wanna get over it
I wanna get under it instead..."

"And someone's breaking up,
When I crack up (haha)
Because I know i'll never know just what to say."
"I'm a sad girl in a - room" 
"Or i'm just really fucking selfish and really fucking dumb."

'"Cause someone loved me. Someone fucking loved me. 
Someone fucking loved me and I fucking loved them too. 

Gosh damn it, I was worth something. 
I fuckin' earned something. 
I had a right to die, a right to live, a right to choose, too."

"And God no, I don't wanna feel better
Can you FUCKING IMAGINE? "

"No one's ever gonna love me like that again.
I don't want to get over it. 
I want to rip the stars to shreds. 
I don't wanna feel better." 

"Of course it hurt. Of course it fuckin' hurt. 
It hurts like nothing in the world sometimes. 
That I was super scared, and we were all train-wreck, 
and also somehow making it???
I think I might've died there twice- three times.
AND I WOULD DO IT ALL AGAIN. "

"Cause someone loved me. Someone fucking loved me.
All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew. 
Gosh damn it, I was worth something.
 
I fucking learned something. "
"I had my cake. 
I ate it, it ate me too and gosh damn."

I guess I loved you, I guess I really loved you
All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew.




I don't wanna feel better.
No one's ever gonna love me like that again...
I don't wanna get over you.
I wanna sit with you in bed

I dont want to feel better. 



HAHA

~Feel better, by Penelope Scott


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