Geek! (A Brad Simpson Fanfic)

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Ellas pov

Ella-Mae99: do you ever feel like you are surronded by a hundred of people but you still feel alone...

I couldnt help it... the worst news came though... my great nan had died... she was the inly person that had been there for me through everything and now shes gone.. i have no one nothing... i have so many people in my house aunties uncles cousins and my parents returned to tell me... i hear a knock on the doot i open it and see and worried brad... 'i saw you crying walking down the street what happened??' He pulled me in for a close hug i grabbed his hand after a while and took him upstairs to the spare living room and sat there with him 'care to explain whats going on beautiful your beautiful blue eyes are filled with tears' i looked at him i didnt know weather to tell him... i sat there and i couldnt keep it in... 'My great nan... shes died today in her sleep... she was my world my only family member who i liked and who meant everything and who would support me! The woman who inspired me to sing who told me i was beautiful who gave me confidence and was there when i needed someone the person who stood there when my parents went there.. and now shes gone!!! I dont wannna sing i dont wanna live!' I hated it... and i dont know why i told him... he looked at me in shock because i just burst into tears... and hes known as the funny guy and he doesnt really deal with emotional problems according to his ex.. but wierdly he pulled me in close and i snugged into his chest his smell was amazing it felt right he whispered to me 'never give up singing your great nan must have been a amazing woman... i wish i could have met her but i know she would never want you to stop singing! No matter where she is she will be watching you and helping you sweetie your everything to her... and shes everything to you stay positive and strong for her'

He really made me think... he sat there in silence... just in eachothers company t wasnt arkward infact it was nice... i stayed in his arms and enjoyed his company... after a while i took his hand and wiped my tears away with my other and took him down stairs where i spoke to my family and was able to feel confortable but no matter what my uncle robert wouldnt speak to me .. what had i done wrong? Wasnt i in enough pain....