People change

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Ellas pov 

I knew i had to say it before he spoke. I saw his mouth move and I just started 'Brad don't say a word just listen. ' He looked at me blankly I couldn't help but giggle. I saw him frown and I looked around and saw the boys stood there watching us.. I pulled brads hand and took him out side and i didn't realise how cold it was. He looked down and said 'I see your wearing my jumper' I took his jumper off and put it in his hand he looked at it and looked at me and said 'I don't want it back it looks better on you'. I pulled it on back over my heard and snuggled back into it. He looked at me and i started to say 'Brad please listen to me. Time has passed so quickly its unreal your making a album and you have tons of fans, I've got a job working with my family friends with photography and ever since i moved here I haven't been happier. Spending almost everyday with you and the boys its really opened up my eyes and Ive seen the world in a different light. My mums not around she's always working. I never know where my dad is he's in the army and he has to move away soon. I have a new baby sister called Lauren-Iris and I just don't know things seem different and honestly I like it but soon we will both leave college and the band with be a priority for you and Im thinking of going to uni to study history. We want separate things but that doesn't change feelings honestly i really really like you and I think if i said yes the other day things would change and when we go our separate ways  it will hurt more then this. I don't want anyone to hurt. I just want whats best for everyone but honestly no matter what i will miss you and wonder if i ever did date you what it would be like and how things change but i don't want time to pass so fast i want to stay in that moment but i would never be able to stay in that moment as people always go in different directions' I started to shake great anxiety. He pulled me into his chest and i could smell his cologne he pushed me arms length aways and started to say 

Brads Pov 

She was standing there shaking i pulled her close and pushed her arms length away i guess this was time that soft bradley came out. Geeze I hate soft Bradley 'Hey Ella. Don't get upset yes people go separate ways and maybe we do want different things but..Well maybe we feel the same about each other. Why should we let that slip? Honestly I've never met anyone like you and i don't intend to make you upset and i don't intend to hurt you. I want to keep you safe. You wanna go to uni? You go, you show you can do it.  Ill be with the band yeah i know but I'd always make time for you no matter what because you are the most important thing thats happened to me and you need to realise i will never leave your side I'm here no matter if your at uni or if I'm half way across the world' A tear fell down her face. My eyes connect to hers everything flashed back seeing her for the first time. our date her fans funeral everything. She smiled and gave me a hug we walked back into the studio and i started to record i didn't know what i fe,t i didn't know how to feel. We called another break and I saw that Ella was taken into the booth with Connor 

Connors Pov 

Brad was still not singing as well as he was before i pulled Ella into the booth i knew that no one would hear us as they turnt the sound thingy off.... ' Ella he's not singing his best anymore you always seemed to make things better but its got worse whats going on?" she looked at me and started to cry she said in a whisper 'Its my fault he asked me out i said no i really like him and honestly id do anything for him but I've hurt enough people and honestly i thought it was just him being sympathetic but i honestly like him and i really do have very strong feelings for him I'm just not sure.' I saw her looked down i pick her up and sat her on the stool and crouched down before her 'Look i can tell you and Brad love each other but you need to see that he won't hurt you ' I walked out before seeing brad looking upset i heard a small voice say 'Brad i wish you knew how much you mean.. how much i wanna be with you.'

I looked behind me.. Ella was still in the recording booth.. clearly brad had heard everything.. 

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