Hey mochi's
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Mr. Yoon come to his room with a huff, he sat on the bed breathing hard, his hands trembling
He quickly take the anxiety pills from the draw and gulped the two pills in hurry
He sat there for a few minutes to calm himself down, he never had any anxiety but he got the anxiety when he saw Joshua suffering by his in-laws
He heard a knock on the door and jeonghan come inside closing the door
Jeonghan didn't said anything, he just sat beside his father for a minute and then started to speak
Jeonghan: why don't you want them to get married??
Mr. Yoon: don't you know what happened few days back, he yelled at my son and you want me to give my son's hand to him who doesn't trust him at all
Jeonghan: appa!! I am jeonghan your son, you can tell me the truth!!
Hearing this Mr. Yoon started to sob and jeonghan hug his father
Jeonghan: seokmin actually cares for our shua, he even trust him with jiha, jiha had been sleeping with shua from the last two days and seokmin doesn't even ask anyone he just know where jiha is!!
Mr. Yoon: but he hurt my son before and how can I trust him again, that he won't do that huh!!!
Jeonghan pull away from the hug and look at his father's eyes who were not meeting his
Jeonghan: shall I tell you why are you are agreeing to this marriage!!
Mr. Yoon: i told you already!!
Jeonghan: no appa, your this guilt is not letting anyone take away shua from you!! You are drowning in your guilt daily, I have seen you appa!!
Mr. Yoon: what did you saw??
Jeonghan: that daily every night you will go to rooftop and cry in your guilt for turning s blind eye after knowing that shua was suffering because of his in-laws, and you don't want that happen
Mr. Yoon: jeonghan don't forget that now you are choi not yoon
The moment he said those words he regretted instantly
Jeonghan: how can you say that appa!!
He said wiping the tear
Jeonghan: you know what, you just don't want anyone to marry shua, no one, you just want shua to stay by your side infront of your eyes so that your guilt can subside right!!!
Mr. Yoon: my love is enough for my son, i know what I am doing!!
Jeonghan: appa!! Stop it, even though we all are here for him, still he feels so lonely but he never says that because he doesn't wants you to worry about him, sofi told me, he was crying to sleep, he feels lonely appa!!
Mr. Yoon: we are all here for him, hannie!! We can give our love to him, he won't feel lonely!!
Jeonghan: sorry to talk like this appa!! But I have my own family, you have your wife, everyone have their own significant one, but only shua is alone here, he sleeps alone, he doesn't have anyone to hold him in sleep
Mr. Yoon: you are lying, he always smiles so brightly at us!!
Jeonghan: smiling everyday and being happy are different things appa!! He maybe smiles at everyone but he's not happy, until seokmin and jiha came in his life, you just wait and see, tomorrow as well he will smile at you as if it's nothing because you are his appa!!
He said sniffing while wiping his face
Jeonghan: seokmin trust him more than he trust me, he loves our shua
Mr. Yoon: you can say this all on behalf of him cuz you are a choi now right!!
Jeonghan look at his father with a pained expression but he didn't said anything
Jeonghan: you know what, fcuk it appa!! I am done, i tried to make you understand but looks like you are clinging to this so called excuse because you don't want to add more guilt in your heart, but you never tried to make it up for him, yes you did wrong with him, yet he is still smiling at you daily, but you only think about yourself and your this so called guilt, if you want your this guilt to reduce then try to give him his happiness not snatching it away
At this point, jeonghan doesn't care of he's cursing
Jeonghan: you are only thinking about your perceptive but have you ever think from shua's perceptive!! NO!! Because it's easy for you to ignore it like you always do!! Shua never blamed you for turning a blind eye so you are thinking to do the same right now as well right!!
Mr. Yoon: jeonghan you are going over board!!
Jeonghan: then be it!! I don't give any two fcuks and yeah i won't mind my language!! You said that I am a choi but I came here not as seokmin's sister-in-law, not as your son but i came here as shua's brother, for his happiness, i don't care about jiha nor seokmin now, i care for shua's happiness, unlike you appa!!
Mr. Yoon: CHOI JEONGHAN!!
Jeonghan: yes, i am not deaf!! But whatever you are doing now, you are again taking away his happiness a second chance to be happy
He said glaring at his father for the first time in his whole life
Jeonghan: if only you didn't turn a blind eye on that day, today shua would have been so happy and he would have his own family, but you are selfish appa, you only thinking about your guilt, yours this guilt won't go anywhere until shua is happy then make him happy give him the happiness he deserves, don't take it away!!
He said opening the door and look at his father one last time
Jeonghan: and how can you say like that, just because I become a choi doesn't mean that I don't are about shua and you appa!! I care about you that's why I am telling you to agree for their marriage, shua is really been so happy now-a-days, I have seen him smiling more often, but that smile is so genuine, i don't want you to regret this later
He left from there after saying that, leaving Mr. Yoon in his thoughts
Jeonghan then come to choi's house with long strides, his face is red, tear stained, he didn't stop when everyone called him, he just went to his room and close the door with a slam
In the living room, everyone look at eachother with confusion
Seungcheol: I will talk to him!!
Saying that he went to their room to talk with jeonghan
Jiha woke up with the door sound but she stayed in Joshua's lap, rubbing her eyes with her tiny fist
Jiha: mama!!
Joshua who was deep in thoughts for pulled away from the thoughts when nayeon shakes him a little
Nayeon: are you okay!!
Joshua: um, yeah!
Nayeon: feed her something, she must be hungry
Joshua: uh, yeah!!
He then went to the kitchen to get rice and curry
He feed jiha silently, seokmin who was beside them all the time look at Joshua with concern
Update guys
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Hope it was good
Love from Zoya 🩷🩵
