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It's been a while, babygorls🌚😭
It's been a week since I came back to my apartment. My previous apartment where my parents used to live. It was our home but now it was filled with nothing but horrible memories. Memories from my past.
Taehyung tried to call me and texted me but I was not in a state to talk to him. The betrayal was something hard for me to come out of. He lied to me. He could've told me his identity. I would've helped him. But I had to bear his torture. That monster.
I felt no pity but instead I felt fear when I saw the cops arresting him. He was looking at me as if challenging me that he would come back. That scared me. He was screaming, thrashing in their hold but they took him. They took him out of my life.
He is gone now.
But a part of me wanted to be gone too. I was left with nothing, My own parents sold me and later got killed by that monster. What is life? My life has no colours, no meaning. Just when I thought everything would be okay, he had to betray me.
I already forgave him. I couldn't hold grudges. Maybe it was my destiny to get betrayed by everyone. I laid on my bed and closed my eyes. I was tired. I am tired. I just wanna sleep and never wake up.
[Author's POV]
Your sleep broke because of the noise but your eyes widened in fear when you heard something breaking. You held the duvet tightly and crawled backward as tears filled your eyes even though you were in your bedroom. You thought he came back again to hurt you.
Taking a deep breath, you got up from the bed and went out of the room. You were looking here and there but screamed when you saw a tall figure near the kitchen counter. You could only figure out a silhouette as the lights were off.
You ran towards your room but before you could reach, the figure grabbed you from behind. You screamed but he quickly covered your mouth. "It's me, baby." You heard a familiar voice and started thrashing in his hold.
"What are you doing here?" You asked coldly, without looking at him. He stared at you with longing in his eyes. "Why are you not responding to my calls and my texts?" He asked in a low voice. You could tell he was hurt but you were hurt too.
"I am sorry, baby. I didn't mean to-" You cut him off with a glare. "Don't baby me, Taehyung." Your eyes teared up at the sight of him. He tried to hold your hand but you yanked it and went to your room.
"Please baby listen to me." He desperately ran behind you. "Please baby. I was helpless. I was not supposed to disclose it. Even though I fucking love you so much but it was out of my hands." He confessed, feeling the guilt washing over him.
"Why? Was I not important?" You asked coldly, turning away from him. "No baby. You are the most important person for me but it was something I was forced to hide. I couldn't trust the people around us." He said breathlessly.
"I don't think you trust me enough, tae. Was your love fake too or did you just pity-" He cut you off with a forceful tug on your arms. He turned you around and pinned you on the wall with a glare.
"Don't ever say that. My love for you was never fake nor did I pity you. I fucking love you." He growled with tear filled eyes. He never loved anyone in his entire life the way he loved you. He still does but the situation is complicated.
"I think I need time." You whispered, looking down but he grabbed your chin gently and made you look at him. "I gave you enough time, baby." He whispered, resting his forehead on yours.
You knew he was right. He gave you enough time. You were not hurt because he hid this from you, you were hurt because you thought his feelings were not true and it was just a part of the mission.
"I love you so fucking much that you can't even imagine." He whispered, leaning towards you and in a second, his lips landed on yours, kissing you gently yet passionately. His left hand slid down your waist and his right hand grabbed your nape, deepening the kiss.
"Ahh." You yelped when you felt him squeezing your waist and taking this opportunity, he slid his tongue in your mouth, exploring each and every corner. Pulling away slowly, you both breathe heavily. Your cheeks were red.
"Say you love me. Say that. Please." His deep voice whispered in your ear, creating goosebumps. You closed your eyes and leaned on his shoulder. His grip tightened on your waist.
"I love you." You whispered back, pecking his exposed neck. He smiled and looked at you with tears filled eyes. Your eyes also filled with tears as soon as his tears started falling. "Please don't cry. I am sorry for misunderstanding you." You confessed, resting your forhead on his.
"I love you, baby. No matter what happened but always remember that." He said with a small smile, his eyes shining in the dim light. "I love you too, Tae. And I will always remember this." You smiled and smashed your lips on his again, pulling him towards the bed before you both fell on it.
