mostly smut, some of them are quite kinky-ish, just check the individual chapter warnings. the first ones are probably bad, they're older.
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warnings: fetus!al, fluff, it's just cute, weed, matthew.
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Alex was cute. Really cute. But you'd never admit that. Not to him, not to anyone — not even to yourself half the time. It was easier this way, keeping whatever you were feeling locked up, because at least you still got to see him like this. Be around him like this. If he...well, if he didn't feel the same way, you weren't sure you'd be able to handle it. So it was better to leave things unsaid.
What you didn't know was that Alex was doing the exact same thing. Or maybe you did know, but you weren't sure. You never could be sure with boys, and you definitely didn't want to get your hopes up.
But when his friends teased him about you — like now — it was impossible not to feel that spark, the one you worked so hard to keep buried. The butterflies came up to your throat, and you had to fight them down.
"Ohhh, leaving together, I see, I see you, Turner!" Matthew yelled from behind as he too got out the school gates, his voice loud. Too loud. You cringed inwardly but kept walking, knowing he'd catch up in a second. And he did.
He slung an arm around your shoulders, another around Alex's, squeezing you both into an awkward three-person hug as he wedged himself in between. "Shut up, Matt." Alex muttered, his face pinched into a frown. His brows furrowed in a way that made you bite back a smile, his frustration somehow making him even cuter.
You didn't say anything. You often didn't when it came to this stuff — afraid that if you opened your mouth, something embarrassing might slip out. So instead, you just gave a soft laugh, hoping no one could hear the nervous edge to it. You had to wonder if Alex was just as frustrated as you were by the now Matthew-shaped barrier between the two of you.
"Where are you going, then?" Matthew asked, eyes darting between the two of you like he already knew the answer.
"'Round mine for a bit." Alex answered, shrugging lightly, like this was something you did all the time. It wasn't, but he acted so casual about it, and that made it easier for you to play along.
"Is that right? Leaving me behind, eh?" Matthew waggled his eyebrows, grinning like a fool before he finally unhooked his arms and took a step back. "I'll leave you to it then. Don't do anything I wouldn't do."
You felt your face warm at the implication, but Alex just rolled his eyes, muttering, "You're an idiot." as he shook his head.
Before Matthew left, though, he leaned in, whispering something into Alex's ear. Whatever it was, it made Alex's face tighten with annoyance, his lips pressing into a thin line. You couldn't catch what was said, but it was enough to make Matthew laugh — a big, loud sound that seemed to echo around the nearly but not quite empty street. He ruffled Alex's hair, and Alex barely had a second to swat his hand away before Matthew planted the biggest, sloppiest kiss on his cheek.
