mostly smut, some of them are quite kinky-ish, just check the individual chapter warnings. the first ones are probably bad, they're older.
more on my Tumblr @goblinontour
it's always hard in the morning (would have been the better title but I've already used it)
warnings: fetus!al, fluff, smut, piv, young and in love, it's cheesy
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His hair was sweaty the first time you met him, and it was sweaty every single time after that. Even in the cold, when the wind bit through your coat and left you shivering, his dark strands still clung damp to his forehead like he'd just run a marathon. He wasn't a runner. You were sure of that — he was slow, always trailing behind like he had nowhere urgent to be. You'd once joked about it, something about snails moving faster than him, and he'd just grinned lazily, all soft lips and cockiness, like he knew something you didn't.
Still, the sweat lingered. It made no sense, but you didn't mind. It was the kind of detail you'd come to think of as uniquely his. Something only you knew because you were the one who reached for him. Always. Your hands threading through his hair, the damp strands slipping between your fingers as you pulled him closer — close enough to kiss, close enough to feel the heat radiating off his skin like he'd been out in the sun all day.
Sometimes, you'd do it just to see what he'd do. Just to watch that stupid grin break across his face like it couldn't be helped, like he couldn't stop himself from leaning into the touch no matter how hard he tried to pull away. "Stop that." he'd mumble, though his voice never carried any real weight, his hands always ghosting at your waist or curling around your wrists like he wanted you to keep going.
You always did. It was impossible not to.
And maybe you should've teased him more about it. His perpetually sweaty hair, his inability to keep from leaning into you — but you never did. Because when you pulled him closer, when his grin faltered just a little and his breath hitched, you felt it. That shift. Like the world had stilled, leaving only the two of you in its quiet aftermath. His hair was damp, yes, but it was real, and it was his, and you could never resist tangling your fingers into it just to feel something so alive beneath your touch.
Now you're in his lap, his hands splayed warm across your thighs, and your fingers are tangled in his hair like they always are. It's still damp. Of course it is. But now you can blame it on the heater turned up to the max, the radiator rattling like it might burst, the heat heavy in the air and curling around you like smoke. It's stifling, almost unbearable, and you swear you can feel it searing into you from across the room.
You don't care.
Because you're kissing him, and you've been kissing him for so long that you've forgotten where you are, forgotten the way the rest of the world feels. You've kissed him until your lips feel raw, tender and buzzing like a spark waiting to catch. Until your chest aches from holding your breath for him, like breathing was a luxury you'd trade just to stay close.
And then you're forced to pull away, gasping, your head swimming.
His lips are red and slick, his hair more disheveled than it ever was before, and he's looking at you with that expression like he knows exactly what he's doing to you. He licks his lips and it makes you want to kiss him all over again, the pull of it deep and restless in your chest.