hours passed and it seemed like all the guests had arrived, I spent my time wandering around striking up conversations with almost everyone, and it seemed where ever I was, tom was never far away. at about ten, I noticed some mistletoe lying on the side, and I felt it my duty to put it up. I reached for the light to tie the mistletoe to it with ribbon so it would hang down. as I struggled to reach, people began to clear out of the lounge. as I struggled on, I grew more and more determined to put it up. my arms began to ache as I heard someone snigger. I looked over at the leather arm chair to see tom sat, watching me.
" can I help you?" I sais snappily.
" not at all, just appreciating the view." he replied complacently.
I felt myself turn scarlet as I realised he was probably hitting on me.
" need a hand there?" he asked.
" no. im perfectly fine." I sai calmly without making eye contact.
I continued to try until shorty after I felt a presence behind me, then a body touching mine, a hand taking the mistletoe from mine. it was him. tom. he tied the mistletoe and turned slightly so we were very very close. we were now alone in the lounge.
I took a sharp breath in as he looked me in the eyes. it wasn't awkward, It was intense. I couldn't look away.
" you know the rules about mistletoe right?" he said.
I didn't say anything as I saw him close his eyes, I closed mine too and moved in to kiss him as he did the same, I felt his hand slide to the small of my back as he drew me in closer.. our lips millimetres apart...
then I heard voices so I stepped back and left the room. I walked quickly through the hall way towards the kitchen to get myself another drink when I bumped into something hard. I stopped and apologised before realising who It was...
joe. fantastic.
" just the person. lets go outside."
and before I could object he grabbed my wrist and took me out through the front door. he puled me round to the garage so I was stood against it. before I was with Jake, I had a thing with Joe, friends with benefits I guess, but he more or less forced e into everything and I hated his guts. why was he here?
" I miss you." he said, straight out. there's my reason.
I sighed. id forced myself to forget about him, to move on. and it had worked. I wanted to be single, to be happy. why did he have to come back?
" no." I said. moving past him towards the door. he grabbed my wrist and as he went to speak I realised we were not alone.
" everything ok?" tom.
could he not just leave me alone? did I want him to leave me alone?
Joe snarled back a yes before turning to me with puppy dog eyes that had always made me melt.
" if it is, I suggest you take your hand off her then."
Joes grip tightened and I winced in response. tom took a step forward, and glared at Joe. while he wasn't exactly Hench, his stare was quite intimidating and it was quite hot, I felt myself blush at the thought. Joe let go of me suddenly, walking off but not before stopping to tell tom that
" you're fucking welcome to her, she's dirt anyway."
tom moved closer to me, a shudder ran over my body as the winter cold hit me. I looked away, and he moved closer still, taking my face in his hands.
" you ok?" he asked. his hands were rough, yet soft, warm and comforting.
I felt a warm heat rush over my body. I nodded as he said
" I think someone owes me a kiss."
I whispered back that someone did and i pecked him on the lip before stepping back.
with that he smiled with the cute little dimples ad he pulled me to him, wrapped his arms around my waist and pressed his lips to mine. I felt a jolt of electricity coarse through my veins, it was as if a bucket of water had been thrown over me in the middle of a deep sleep, it was incredible. people talk about fireworks when they kiss? i didn't just see fireworks i saw the London, new York and Paris new years eve displays all at once. he ran his tongue along my bottom li, asking for an entrance which i eagerly gave him. his tongue was slow, he began lightly massaging my tongue and i swear i saw heaven.
we kept kissing for a few minutes before i pulled away, no longer feeling nervous of tom, telling him people would be missing us. he held me close again hugging me, dropping his hand down to my arse. i pulled away and glared at him. he apologised laughing it off, then i walked off back into the party, ensuring he lost me in the crowd.
i found soph again and saw she was sat on zac, i chatted to them both for a short time before robin emerged, upset that Tristan was with another girl, as usual. i sighed and sophie told robin she should go for it and kiss him. she complained saying she couldn't do it and then i suddenly remembered the deal. i saw tom stood in the kitchen and told everyone to watch.
i went right up to him, he smiled at me and i full on snogged him, in front of everyone before shouting to the world
" ive just kissed a fat lesbian!"
after this i danced in the lounge and was soon joined by tom, he kept asking me to sit on his la but i kept refusing, im no ones bitch! robin arrived along with an unknown guy whom she proceeded to waste her first kiss on. when would Tristan see how perfect she was for him. i sighed and found myself dancing like a twat with him and tom for a while. Tristan began dancing on his own so tom took the opportunity to ask for my phone number. i replied by telling him that i didn't he a phone ( which wasn't strictly true) an that he should contact me via snapchat. he looked shocked by this and then said
" i guess ive got the wrong idea then."
" about what? i doubt you have.." i replied.
" well i sort of have, if you don't want to get with me as i thought that's why we got together tonight. its just, i feel like that.. i mean. ive fucked this up." he said looking so sad...
i wanted him so badly. but could i have him? did i deserve him? no.
" i just don't want to commit to an answer right now, like i think we should see how it goes and shit...."
