Anima

STAY AWAY FROM ME!

"HACHI HELP!" Anika was screaming for help, to get away from me? No, no this can't be right! Anika loves me! At that moment I was side tackled by Rura and she had me pinned down "Stop this madness! What has gotten into you- You actually hurt her, Haruki get the other  minarai out of here, they can't see her like this." "LET GO!" I wailed tears streaming down my cheeks because it wasn't Rura I was asking to let go. It was Shinigami the evil phantom that had taken over me. "Come on Akina, just give in to me, you know that I will keep tormenting you until you do and If you don't within the next 3 times I ask... Well I will have my ranked phantoms take you by FORCE!" All I could hear was my heart racing and distant voices , I was fine now but I didn't know where I was, It was cold and dark, I couldn't see anyone or anything but then the lights were switched on. It was Rura 

"Rura! Finally someone is here oh my god What am I doing chained up down here?" Rura glared at me and said "Do you seriously not remember? You tried to kill Anika!" The memories came flooding back, Shinigami took control of me and forced me to try and kill Anika. "Rura! You have to understand, Shinigami she, she-" "Yes I know and I'm so sorry i have to do this to you Akina, you were such a lovely student but now, now your a monster" All I could hear was her tears as I prepared for her to kill me, I guess it would be for the best and for Anika's safety as of course Who was she screaming for help from? Because it surely wasn't me right? There was no escaping my thoughts and I know that that moment is going to replay in my head till the end of my life isn't it? Who am I even talking to? Am I even me anymore? Make the questions go away! 

"I'm back!" Shinigami was in my head again and this was the second time she was asking me to join the phantoms forces "GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" I am pretty sure that I said that out loud as-well but it doesn't matter I'm going to get executed anyway, I can hear Rura drawing her weapon even with my eyes closed "Shinigami I'm sorry but you are never going to make me your weapon as now I'm about to be executed" I said this out loud aswell because I wanted Rura to see that she was murdering a human mutant just like herself. "I don't care that you are about to be executed because you know nothing isn't within my powers reach, I hope you know that Akina. Even when you are dead I will come to you and take your body to my home and turn you into what you don't want to be THERE IS NO ESCAPING IT!" Am I crying? No I can't be  I'm the strong sister or something. Even in the face of death or torment I must not cry in front of someone I love... but I suppose I have already broken that promise.