Is It Love?(BruhItsZach Fanfiction)

I've Been strong for too long

warning talks about cutting so if you dont like it i advise you skip this chapter ok thanks byyee

as he wraps a band aid around my finger i look down at my wrist so many scars te newest one has already faded to just a white line across my wrist i let a tear fall and he notices what im looking at he grabs the sides of my face making me look at him

"stop it ok that is the past and dont you dare think about doing it again remember i stopped because of you because you loved me when i couldnt love myself (one of my favorite quotes had to use it back to the emotional scene)and i need you to be strong because i love you

i know what you had to do with bella explain to her and i wish i could take back what happened i wish i could so badly but i cant change the past but i can keep us on the right path for the future now dont please dont i know how you feel trust me i've gone through it to

maybe not losing my parents but look at the bright side you have a sister,you have me,the supporters,all of 5quad, and the girls i see the look in your eyes and i know you want to but stay strong please"i held tears back and my voice cracked

"zach ive been strong for to long i cant do it anymore i cant it hurts so bad"my head fell onto his lap and he rubbed my arms and back playing with my hair "i know shh just know im here one way or another but you have to promise me this you wont harm yourself in any way"

tears fall onto his lap "zach i cant promise that"he stands up and i lean against the head of the bed he paces back and forth crying "god dammit why why would you do this to yourself"i hugged my knees "the same reason you did it to escape,escape this world of torture and hate i cant take it zach"he hugs me as i cry not hugging back he lays down and i lay with him crying myself to sleep.

zachs p.o.v.

i watch her fall asleep crying i wish i could stop her tears her pain but i cant i can only hold her and tell her everything is gonna be ok and that i love her why doesnt she just promise me she wont i stay awake all night watching her i feel so bad i hear a faint knock and move Aryns head to the pillow

she twitches but stays asleep thankfully i open the door and see Bella i wipe my eyes quickly "oh hey"she lightly smiles "is she ok i heard crying"i nod "just sad about the whole mom and dad having to remember i got her to sleep finally"she nods back

"i feel so bad shes gone through some rough times"i bite my lip "i do too but im happy i can be their for her"she smiles "im gonna go back just make sure she is ok"i nod and shut the door to see her awake "babe go back to sleep you need it"i jump under the covers facing her

she snuggles up to me "i love you zach and i promise"i smile at what she says "i love you too i only want you to be safe in my arms"i feel her grab my hand holding it in hers before i hear cute little snores she is my everything i dont know wht i would do without her"