NHL Imagines

Post Game Attitude-Connor Bedard

The Chicago Blackhawks had just faced the New York Islanders in a very exciting, yet defeating game. You could tell Connor was not going to be happy, I mean who is when they lose to the worst team in the league 6-2? After every game you went to you always waited for Connor in the tunnel that leads to the player parking garage, which is where you were now. 

Connor came out, hair wet from the post game shower and in his game day suit which he claimed previously that it was lucky... that aged well. He ignored you, expecting you to just follow like a lost little puppy apparently, "Excuse me?" you state rather than ask and he turns around, "What?" he snaps, you two were the only ones left in this area, luckily. You looked at Connor with the "mom" look and he returned it, "Well? Are you gonna speak or stand here looking like a fool?" He exclaimed, rudely. You scoffed, "Go home. I'll take an uber." you spoke. Connor shrugs, "Fine." he replied, shortly. 

On the way home all these thoughts kept rushing through your head. Was it going to be like this every time? Usually you would've given him space but is this how he's going to react when you don't? What can you do to prevent this from happening again? All these questions were left unanswered as the uber pulled up a couple blocks over from yours and Connors shared apartment, it was protocol for not leaking any places Connor currently resided in, being a hot shot hockey player and all. 

You barely walked in front of the door when it opened, standing before you was a remorseful Connor holding flowers and a hand written note, "I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have let you take that uber. I was worried sick checking your location like my life depended on it- well I guess it does because I don't know what I would do if something happened to you. I shouldn't have done that- I'm really sorry- it's too late to be traveling in ubers alone. Did you get dropped off a few blocks over and walk here? If you did I am even more sorry- I mean if you didn't I'm still very sorry but its cold and we live in crazy tow-" you shut Connor up by putting your hand gently over his mouth. You looked at the flowers he was holding, "For me?" you asked and he nodded eagerly handing them to you. He went to speak again "I'm-" you cut him off, "sorry I heard." you finished and he stepped inside the apartment allowing you inside and you stepped in setting your mini purse on the island with the flowers. 

Connor stood there as you looked at him, "I'm not okay with anything you said. Calling me a fool? Are you out of your mind? Do you have any idea the week I've had? Your gone on a roadtrip for two weeks and when you get back your a dickhead? Absolutely not. If you speak to me like that again, I swear to God I will not come home. Understand?" You spoke, keeping your voice at the same level. Connor nodded, looking like he was going to cry. You open your arms ushering him in for a hug, which he takes right as you did and he breathed in your scent from your neck.

Connor took a deep breath before speaking again, un trusting in his voice "I don't ever wanna be in the position where I could lose you, and I am so sorry I spoke to you that way. I know life has been rough for you lately and I should've taken a second to watch what I was going to say but I was the one who was being the fool and I didn't really think. I- uh wrote you a letter though while I was away- well I wrote two but I put them together.." He said pulling the notes off the counter and handing them to you. He pulled away from the hug holding both of your arms securely in each hand, "Do not forgive me because I give you these, okay? I wanna show you how much I really care about your feelings." He insisted, as you nodded and took the notes in your hands. 

You also needed to apologize too because of the way you kind of jumped on him earlier, "I think it was a lot my fault if I-" Connor shook his head, cutting you off "Absolutely not, you do not get to apologize for anything. Everything that went down tonight was my fault and it was because of my attitude do not allow yourself to think any different. It is me to blame and only me. Got it?"  He stated, not even giving you time to answer he hugs you. "I love you, Y/N." He said and you smiled, knowing you got your boy back. 

THIS ENDING WAS AAAAAAAAAAASS BUT ITS OKAY ! ANYWAYS ! BYE!