NHL Imagines

rocky roads - luke hughes

IM SORRY GUYS I JS LOVE HIM. ANYWAYS . ON WITH THE STORYYY

luke and i have been dating for 7months now and the past few months with luke have been rocky. it was our first summer together and i was in NY while he was in michigan. we were both visiting family and taking as much time as possible to see them before our schedules got busy, me being enrolled in online school i could really work from anywhere but luke and i had moved in to jacks place immediately after the call that he was being called up from mich, so i was at our place trying to squeeze out anytime i could while he was home from road trips.

once the summer started however, thats when things got tricky. luke went straight to michigan after the Prague tournament and i was left in nj all alone. i did have warning this was going to happen but we only got 1week together in nj before he packed everything up and went to the lake house.

witthout seeing each other we facetimed everyday for one week and then everything got scrambled. i went out a lot with friends, who had older guys around lukes age (21) that he wasnt exactly fond of. then, luke posted a few girls being around him on his story to get back at me and then we started to argue. since those incidents we said goodnight every night but stopped saying i love you and actually having conversations. 

when i got back to the apartment in nj luke was already there, he had gotten hurt while training and was left with a pulled shoulder muscle. i said hi to luke and started packing up the stuff that was left.

luke obviously heard all the commotion and opened the door to our room. "what are you doing?" he said as i fought back the tears i answered him, "i think we should break up." i said quietly, he almost didnt hear me. "im sorry, where did this come from?" he raised his voice. "oh dont raise your voice with me! luke, look at our messages! we said 'gn' to each other every night and that was it! five weeks luke! five weeks! five weeks i was wondering if my boyfriend was going to cheat on me, five weeks i was constantly checking fan pages instagrams for sightings of you! i barely even knew you were alive!" i yell at him in anger, angry at myself for letting this go on so long.

luke runs out of the room and i shake my head. a minute later he comes back in with a picture frame, he shakes the picture in my head while he yells at me, "do you really think i would fucking cheat on you?! look at the way i look at you!! ive been waiting for you to fucking say something! anything! you blame this whole fucking thing on me you didnt try to start anything with me once!" i shake my head as i start to cry. "wheres jack?" i ask. "oh what? you gonna go fuck him now that were done?!" he yelled. i look at him in disbelief. "i cant believe you would ever fucking say that! i promised you i had no interest in any of your brothers! ever! I BEGGED you to believe me for 3 whole fucking months luke!" i yell. he starts crying. "oh dont go fucking crying now luke." i say more quietly. i finish packing my bags through all the mess and i try to pass luke.

he walks in the room and closes the door. i shrink. "luke...wha...t are you doin..g" i say shaking, on the verge of a panic attack. this has happened before. "luke.. please.. let me go." i start to shake even more. "y/n im not going to hurt you. i would never hurt you. i just want to talk. i cant have you leave me. i need you in my life. im sorry i was so nonchalant about hanging out with girls, talking to you, im sorry. for all of it. i take the blame. i just want to hear you out instead of us yelling." he says and i back up onto the bed and start crying, hard.

luke sits down with me and wraps me into a hug. "im sorry." i say in between sobs. "shhh, its ok princ-" he almost says one of the nicknames for me and he cuts himself off, "y/n" he finishes and i look up at him. "i dont want to leave." i say and he smiles, "so dont." he says and i shake my head, "but we cant do this. we cant just go without talking to each other, it drives me crazy." i say and he moves the hair out of my face. "i know, me too y/n. i was constantly trying to find out where you were, i was so pissed off because you were hanging out with those guys one week into summer and i figured thats what it would be like all summer, me seeing what im missing out on and seeing you with those other guys, laughing and i just wish it were me making you laugh." he explains while i stare at him deep in his eyes.

i see the way luke looks at me, its the type of look a guy gives you when hes so in love it hurts. luke had always looked at me that way. and its clear to see he wont be stopping anytime soon. "you really thought i was cheating on you?" he asks. i shake my head, "no." i say and he believes me, and for the first time ever; i believe myself.

luke hughes would never cheat on me.

CRINGEEEE BALLLSLLSLSLLS

OKAY BYE IM TIRED AND LAZY SO YALL ARE GETTING BLUE BALLED POSSIBLY WILL MAKE A PART TWO BUT IDK DEPENDS IF ANYONE WANTS IT OK BYE