Forgive me father - Taekook ff

New me

"Why the fuck would you give jungkook those cringe ass pickup lines?"

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Jimin gave a cup to tae and took a shot himself before he could start speaking. This wasn't something they could do sober so they had to drink up. "You know it very well why i gave him those cringe ass pickup lines" he replied staring at him and earning glares in return. "Jimin i told you a thousand times me and him can never be a thing, there is no us. And you know very well i dont want to be the fucking reason for him to get his heart broken" he replied back. "But what about your heart tae, what the fuck are you gonna do about that? Are you just gonna be a fucking pussy and let him get married to i dont know, anyone?? What are you gonna do, 'im so happy for you jungkook, omg i hope you have a nice life, i hope you guys stay happy', as if that is going to do shit" jimin replied glaring back this time, imitating tae's voice.

"Yes, fucking yes i will do that if i have to. I dont give a damn about my heart, all i care about is seeing him happy even if it costs me my happiness ok?? My life isnt all rainbows and butterflies. You know he's really homophobic. He hates gays, i cant let him hate me jimin, he's all i have that keeps me going, he's the reason i want to wake up everyday, i want live. I cant let my only hope hate me." He started breaking down at the end, already having 2 shots of soju.

"What goes trying tae, im sure he will understand, loving is not a fucking sin... we dont get to choose who to love, how the fuck would it be a sin then?? Why cant he understand that?" Just as much as jimin wanted them to get together, seeing tears stream out of tae's eyes made him want to stop everything, his tone calmed down as he placed his hand on the younger's back with guilt in his eyes, he was the reason for these tears to come out but he knew they had to talk about this.

"Chim, i-i cant, i cant change his mind, nothing can. You know we were watching an animated series last Tuesday as you know our routine, we were done with 2 seasons, onto the third. I told you how much jungkook loved that show, but in the third season there was just a kiss scene between 2 male characters and h-he turned it off, and started talking about how much he hated that, how he wouldn't have watched it if he knew it had sinners. He kept talking how they would go to hell for it, how god hated them, hated the makers of the show. Jimin i saw the hatred in his eyes, it was something usual"

Jimin's eyes widened as he heard that, taking him into a hug, "im soo sorry tae, sorry for pushing you about this, i had no idea he was this homophobic" tae hugged him back and they stayed like that for god knows how long.

2 hours later they had finished 4 bottles of soju, 2 each and were lowkey drunk. In the meantime, tae had put the hair color remover on his hairs and just went to wash it off while jimin waited outside with the phone camera on cuz he had never seen tae in his real hair color. When he first saw him, the younger had reddish brown hairs, then he went blond, then blue to red to gray to blond again and now finally going back to original.

When he stepped out with the towel wrapped around his waist, jimin stood there with his mouth wide open. He knew his soulmate was hot but he didnt knew he was this hot. He was practically drooling (not sexually). "Fuck tae, where was all this hidden all this time?" He pointed to all of him. He chuckled a little then took the towel off to dry his hairs (he was wearing shorts under). "Photoshoot time, place the towel aside. Do exactly as i tell you to" jimin said taking out the camera, tae heard him and placed the towel aside wating for the older's order. "Now, lean on on wall and give me the sexy stare, you know, eyes half closed. Place your right hand on the hem of your shorts and slightly pull it down, not very much just a little. Let your left arm hang and look at the camera." And click. "This is so going to be my wallpaper" he said before tae walked over to him to see the photo. "Fuck, thats me??" He asked in a shock. "Yes babes, now come on, lets get you dressed, you have an hour left to reach the club and its already half an hour drive.

Jimin went to his closet and took out some clothes before handing them to tae and pushing him in the bathroom. A few minutes later he came out. "Okayy, hot, sexy loving it, now lets take care of the hairs and add some jewelry." Tae looked in the mirror and was a little surprised, he didnt knew he was this hot, he had always worn loose clothings that now it felt new. It was the type of new he liked.

20 minutes later, jimin was done with his hairs, had given him some jewelry and now it was time for the final reveal.

(His outfit, those who dont know this(i bet there arent any who dont but just in case) im adding a video in the top so you will know what im talking about)

After a little more photoshoot, they finally left the house. Jimin was gonna drop him then go to yoongi.

25 minutes later:

Jungkook reached the club a little early and now was just looking around like a lost puppy, it was his first time to club. I mean, he turned 18 just a few months ago.

(His outfit)
(Have i told you i love sharing their pics? Well now you do)

He took out his phone and messaged tae

Kookie💜
Hyung, where are you?? Im already here...

                                                          Tae tae hyung💜
                       Im almost there, has ji-eun reached yet?

Kookie💜
Noo🥺🥺

                                                          Tae tae hyung💜
     Aww my baby, dont pout, i'll be there in 2 minute and i'll just call her to know her whereabouts ok?

Kookie💜
Oki🥺

Seen

He sighed deeply and placed the phone back in his pocket looking here and there hoping to see familiar faces.