Tell Me A Lie (Niall Horan / One Direction Fan Fic)

Chapter 6

As me and Zayn were standing in his bedroom alone, i was starting to get worried about what he was going to say. I was staring into his big brown eyes as he was talking to me.

"I know you're upset at me about what happened the other night.." He said, looking to the ground.

"I'm not upset with you, i was just worried that Niall was going to be upset with me," i said, playing with the ends of my hair. He looked up at me with a sigh of relief.

"Ah," he said. "I thought you was upset at me,"

"No, why would i be upset at you?" I asked, looking into his eyes again. Once i started looking into them i couldn't stop. They were so big and brown. I tried to snap myself out of it, i didn't want to re-live that game of spin the bottle..

"I don't know," he said. He ran his fingers through his hair, he looked a little worried. I looked deeply into his eyes, waiting for an answer, but nothing came out of his mouth. Instead, he grabbed my hands and pulled me closer towards him, wrapping his arms around me. I hugged him back.

"I don't really think this is a good idea, Zayn," I said as I tried to pull away. He let me slip away from his grasp, as I looked back at him his eyes looked even deeper, I felt kind of bad. "But, we're friends yeah? And, friends can hug, right?" He looked at me and smiled.

I walked closer towards him and slid my arms around him. He was comfortable. I could feel his hand wrapping around my waist, I looked up at him and smiled. He smiled back and gazed into my eyes. I knew what was coming. He leant in closer, I didn't know what to do. I was locked in his embrace and felt so safe that I didn't want to let go. I just kept on looking at him, hoping he wouldn't lean in any closer than he already was, but he didn't. Eventually, our lips met, his was working into mine and I felt butterflies. His hand were moving around my back and at the back of my head and mine were on his neck. I felt so safe in his arms. I shouldn't feel like this. Niall's the man that needs to be here right now. Not Zayn.

I pulled back. "Zayn, I can't do this," I said, looking at him apologetically. He looked at me and smiled.

"I'm so sorry," he held his head in his hands. "I know I should never have done that. I feel so stupid," he turned his back to me and leant against the wall and sighed. "I just.. Ever since that night when we played that stupid game, I haven't stopped thinking about you. Niall hasn't said a word to me about it but I know he's angry at me, I can read him like a book."

Wow. Is this real life? Not only Niall, but ZAYN likes me aswell.. And I know Niall's the one I want to be with, but I don't want to hurt Zayn, and I don't want to hurt Niall either. This was some major dillema.

"Oh.. I didn't realise that you felt that way, Zayn," I sighed. I walked over to him and put my hand on his shoulder. "You know that me and Niall like eachother, and a little something is going on between us, but what I've just done is wrong, and I know that if Niall ever finds out he is going to get hurt bad, and I can't let that happen," he nodded. I took that as he isn't going to mention anything about what happened. Because I know that if he does, then I'm going to have to face the concequences.