Billie Eilish sank back into her couch. 2024 had been a wild year. She had released an album, was in the middle of a tour, and had featured on a song from another huge album. She had a few days off as her birthday was coming up. She was looking forward to a well-deserved break.Billie sprawled out on her luxurious couch. She had been partying quite a bit lately, namely with her friend Charli. That British singer was a bad influence on her for sure. Charli smoked, did coke, and got into all sorts of hijinks when they went clubbing. Billie didn't mind though. It was fun to cut loose with her, and while she didn't smoke she was partial to a bump off Charli's upturned fist in the middle of the dancefloor.
When they collaborated in the studio for "Guess", Charli had been the biggest tease to Billie. She flirted, flashed her, and made lewd remarks, but it was all in good fun. That was until Charli found out about Billie's porn addiction. That's when the teasing ramped up. Charli would moan or even play porn while Billie was trying to record her part of the song. Billie had been so frustrated and horny by the end of their time together.
She lay on the couch and thought about how tempting that time had been. Billie had been very open about her porn addiction in the media. But what she had not been open about was the process of recovery. There were just so many triggers around. Anything even remotely sexual would turn her on. So long as she didn't relapse and get sucked into watching porn again, that would be OK if she kept away from Twitter or Reddit.
Even now, while she scrolled through TikTok, there were temptations. One of the trends that had become popular was the "Black Top BigT-Shirtt Billie Eilish". Billie was tickled when the song named after her came out but was floored by the videos people made using it. The trend revolved around people somersaulting while taking off a baggy t-shirt and then cutting to them striking a sexy pose. One such Tiktok was currently on replay, of the influencer Brooke Monk in a Spiderman costume, hugging her tightly.
Billie felt a warmth pass through her as she watched this video. She was in a very comfortable state, just in a tank top and loose shorts. She also had taken to going braless when she was home alone. The pop star was an F-cup bra wearer and it just felt so much more comfortable to let them loose.She quickly closed Tiktok. She had to be strong. Her schedule had been busy, filled with so much work for a reason. The less time she had to herself, the easier it was to avoid sexual triggers that would slip her back into her addiction. She still had time to masturbate of course, but it wasn't a case of spending days glued to a computer screen and her hand rubbing herself constantly.Billie decided to take her mind off it, so she would put on some Netflix. Just as she was reaching for the remote, her phone lit up. A text from Charli. Fuck, she thought to herself, I don't want to go partying again. But there was no invitation to go out. Just one line. SAW THIS ON TWITTER AND THOUGHT OF YOU.Billie opened the message to find a video. It was a picture of her on an iPad. She recognized it as something she had posted to Instagram that summer, her wearing a bikini on a hot summer day. The bikini barely held her tits in place and her pale chest was glistening with sweat. That wasn't the focus of the video, however.Hovering over the iPad was a large cock, belonging to whoever was making the video. Billie felt her mouth go dry. The guy was stroking his penis over her pic. It was fairly large and was covered with a lot of lube, making it shiny. Billie couldn't help but feel her pussy throb as the guy jerked off."Look what your big tits do to me, Billie," the guy was moaning. His husky voice hit Billie's ears and something clicked in her brain. There was a warm comfortable feeling spread in her whole body. It was something she hadn't felt in ages. The guy in the video suddenly stopped stroking his cock and pointed it at the iPad. A big rope of cum hit the screen right where her tits were. Another glob fully covered her face. It was a big load.Billie weakly set the phone down beside her. Like most female celebrities in the internet era she was familiar with the "cum tribute". In her porn addiction days, she'd seen her fair share of them. But unlike most of her famous friends, she wasn't disgusted by them. They fascinated her. Seeing those thick globby loads spray across her was close enough to her favourite type of clip, facial compilations.Her phone buzzed beside her. Another text from Charli, HAVE FUN TONIGHT. Fuck that bitch. She would probably be cackling her little British tits off if she knew how weak she had just made Billie.The floodgate was now open, and her brain started to get a bit fuzzy. Something about the sight of that disembodied cock cumming on her unlocked something that hadn't been touched inside her in years. Deep in the throes of addiction, her brain turned off and she'd rub her clit for hours on end. She knew that feeling, knew when it was coming on. Right now her pussy was throbbing. All the blood had run to her vulva and she melted into the couch at the familiar sensation. It was warm and comforting. She missed it.She missed the porn most of all, though. Picking up her phone, she downloaded X from the App Store. She had an account on their sneaky account that she never got rid of. Kind of like breaking glass in case of an emergency sort of thing. Tonight was one of those times that called for it.But now she's flooding herself with images galore: topless pics, gifs of girls getting their brains fucked out, or full-length clips of whatnot. This was all to perfection. She'd just followed accounts consisting of unadulterated pornography.
