Senti Poets

Pretending

The day she woke up, She feel regretful for people around her were having dismay. Their eyes upon her looking down, feeling sorry. She wanted to close my eyes, to forget. But when she closes it, she just see it all over again. Those unhappy thoughts making her remind that she is unwanted, unloved and abandoned. Everytime she sees those, she wanted to be alone. She wanted to stay away from people for they would leave anyway. She never learned how to trust for the one she trust hurts her the most. Some fought to be by her side but end up giving up for they could never understand what she truly feels. That the girl they are facing is trying to build its wall but miserably fail. Instead she built a mirror for it reflects on what people wanted to see from her. For that she can truly hide her true feelings behind. A part from her wants to break it for she is tired of being the shadow, unseen, hidden and truly mysterious. But the other part wants to remain for she will know that she face those faces again.