I couldn't even if I wanted to
I couldn't even if I tried
To understand anything about you
Baby all I want to do is hide
The fear creeping up on me
The scars open up into wounds again
I'm bleeding so much, why do you keep hurting me
Tell me, was this all part of your plan?You said you needed me
Like the air, you need me to breathe
You said you'd protect me
Like a guard protecting a star
You said you'll save me
Like a knight saving his princess
What kills me the most is You promised to love me
Like a Prince Charming finding his true love
Because without me you won't survive
Said I was like you're heart, keeping you aliveNone of it made sense
The cuddles, the kisses, the I love you(s)
Not one of them made sense
Because after they've been done or said
None of them held any meaning too
None of them has the affection to hold
They were said but never meant
They were said forward, fiercely & bold
Only to leave me a full slap of disappointment.Every day I'd waste another drop of hope
Every day I'd fall ever so deep
But why does it feel like I've lost
When nothing has even started yet?
It feels like it's already game over ?
& the winner of this game is.....
the HeartBreaker!

YOU ARE READING
2015
PoésieMemories are made to cherish or to learn. & these are the poems that can give you a lil scenery on my daily life & love life.