Lost It All

act 4

TW SELF HARM

I had blood dripping down my fingers.

I cut my arm.

I cut it. 

I feel terrible.

I deserve it don't I?

I laid there in bed.

I laid there when he hit me.

I didn't do anything.

I couldn't do anything. 

That's my father. 

It was an accident.

I love him.

* 

I hear my dad screaming downstairs and I try to ignore it by putting the blanket over my head. 

My face is stinging.

The yelling gets louder.

I feel dazed already.. I just wanna sleep.

my door slams open, I hear yelling.

the voice is unfamiliar.

I remove the blanket slowly and see Sean holding on to a mans arm.

I can't see the man.. Its blurry.

Who is that..?

is Sean safe?

The yelling gets louder and my vision gets worse.

All of a sudden everything goes black.

****

The little boy took me to an old ass house.

Looks cheap as when I bought a girl a fake Gucci purse.

Do u really think id buy her a real one? She would've sold it for booze.

Me and Ceno walk to the door and knock on it. 

We told the kid to stay in the car.

An old man opens it with a bunch of money in his hand while smoking weed.

It smells like shit in here.

Me and Ceno are taller and we have a better build then him.

He has only bones and no meat on him.

He probably needs to work out until he's 90.

"Hey can we check in here sir?" Ceno says to the old dude.

Gosh He's so ugly and he looks pathetic, it pains me to look at him.

"for what?" he snorts back at Ceno.

"just move out the way." I say as me and Ceno barges in

"You can't fucking come in here!" he pushes me.

"I do what the fuck I want." 

i punched him in his nose.

"Ceno keep him down here" I say walking upstairs.

"Yes sir!" he says blocking the man from me as I walk upstairs.

"SIS!" I hear a little voice say pushing past me and running to a room.

How did he get in here?

I follow him into the room and stop in my tracks.

There was a blonde girl. Her arms was a dark red color, she had tan skin.

She was beautiful, except for the fact she looked dead.

"fuck what did ur sister do?"

"Help her please!" the boy says crying while climbing onto of his sister and shaking her.

"Hey! Hey! Calm down bud!"

"Dont die sissy please!" 

"move it kid!" I say picking up the kid and moving him to the side of me, him shaking her is making it worse.

I pick up the girl and carry her bridalstyle. She's so delicate, like glass.

Like if I drop her she'll shatter.

I walk downstairs and whistle.

"Ceno, lets go."

"Yes boss, bye skinny man!" he says walking away from the old man and walking behind the kid.

"Where the fuck are u going with my children?"

"Im taking them to a better place then this shithole." I say putting the girl in the backseat with her brother.

I walk to the passenger seat as I see the old man running to the car with a beer bottle.

"Ceno, go!" 

"On it boss!"

****

might feel early but dw this is a slow burn (KINDA)

also guys this timespan is over months so yeah.

love ya !

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALSO!!!

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